leave me alone
wake up early to see whether amelia woke up.. tat dumb girl was still sleeping.. i knew she slept late yesterday.. went back to sleep to find out tat i cant.. was thinking bout the msg.. weizhen came over.. and we set off to marina.. it was drizzling when we reached..the match start.. pheng was on the bench.. junkai was captain for the day.. midfield general.. i play strike.. like no confident.. my mind was thinking bout other thing and warm up strikes went off targets.. opponent was sumone stranger to me.. started off well.. jieyuan scoring a early goal thru a corner.. i was next.. adding a second one wif a clinical strike wif the outer foot.. jus a simple touch.. and tat was the first attempt on goal.. was delighted.. thanks jianzheng for the marvelous thru ball.. they pull one back.. but junkai hit back wif a stunnong goal.. its a beauty really.. jus blast it from the outside of the penalty box from a high ball.. cannot describe la.. jus plain beauty.. they pull one back soon..
yuteng and soonming was yellow carded by the $20 referee.. po chien.. i was caution at first.. for scolding him.. i was like feeling so unfair.. ge blown the whistle when i m not offside.. and i am thru on goal with only the keeper in front of me.. and the decision he made was so damn lousy.. i scolded him the second time and got book.. i was subed and i jus flare up and start kicking my boot throwing my shirt and threatening to quit the team.. thinkin back.. i think its really stupid.. my attitude really sux.. got me into trouble wif aihua.. and so many thing.. its jus sumthing i wanted to change but i cant.. sorry guys and everyone..
went back in the second half.. for jianzheng.. they equalise la.. and i was feeling so guilty.. i slide in for a loose ball.. den one guy kick me from behind and another tumble over me.. sandwich la.. the one who tumble over got a concussion i think.. lying on the floor.. shivering very badly.. eyes cannot open.. i feel so bad.. dunnoe y.. even thou we were awarded the foul.. and their captain and jacky got send off.. the captain was kinda nosiy.. but i think he is inspirational.. i dunnoe why i respect him and pheng they all was finding him a eyesore.. he was send off for kicking jianzheng on his back when jianzheng was on the floor.. because jz was speeding mar.. den cannot brake accidentally bang into him and he find tat offending.. soonming jackie and pheng went to punch him.. he was so pathetic kay.. i rush dere and shield him lo.. calling them to back off.. and jacky and him was send off.. liddat lo.. he apologise later.. den playplay lo.. like keep mispassing.. no chance.. den soonming got tis throw in.. i was unmark lars.. and first time shot i lob the ball and it went in.. so spectacular.. wooo~ tot tat was the winning goal.. and final min they score one again.. thanx to the referee.. was a foul and he continue play.. no one was moving.. and the ball went in.. shit sia.. ended wif a draw.. may be a fair result after all..
went out later.. dun wan tok about it.. so boring.. and i look look some kind of idiot wif a tight fit buttoned shirt.. and a retro pants.. argh.. who the hell say we shd wear formal..?
dun understand wad u are thinkin.. the msg make me feel worse.. sumthing may be troubling you.. i can tell.. i noe u are not alright.. even u claim u r.. u dun wan say suan le.. u may feel better tis way.. i dunnoe wad i shd say now.. lets take time to cool down.. i jus wan to be the same as before.. im jus a asshole so pay no mind.. dun wan disturb u from now on..
u r tat important
posted by koonann @ 11:16 PM
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