take your tears and put them on ice.

Disenchanted lullaby

Is everything that ambiguous as we really thought it is?
A friend once asked me why is it that there's so many flaws in another to rant about but when you are with that person, every complain seems to be abolish to the back of the mind and doesnt matter anymore. Is this what they call hypocrisy?
It really made me thought for awhile. But rather, i would take this issue as another classic case of ambiguity instead of hypocrisy.

Think about this,
You read a novel in which the hero or the anti-hero, the one you like, or simply the one whose progress you like to follow, well, this character commits a crime, say. a violent act. Who do you feel sorry for? You should feel sorry for the victim of the crime but you dont. why dont you? In your normal life you condemn violence of any kind yet you dont condemn this act of violence, even though its brutal. Perhaps you dislike the victim. Or perhaps you dont actually dislike the victim but you dont actively like him either. So where will your sympathies lie? Who will you feel sorry for?

Its never easy to get everybody to see you in the same light as the way you wanted them to see you. A very dishearterning and distressing fact.

Digressing, Its Christmas eve morning and im still up at this hour. To make things worse, i need to make my way to SP to meet up for projects later. Total drats, project on Christmas eve?! The dumbest thing in the whole wide world! On a lighter note, its yuetyong's birthday tomorrow and i get to meet up with the guys after that. Something worth cheering for after all. LOL
AND..
If today is Christmas eve, it means that tomorrow is Christmas and the day after is the day after Christmas! HAHAHA. Nights earthlings!

posted by koonann @ 4:00 AM