Friday, April 29, 2005

i have step down~

2day marks the end of my band journey in manjusri.. althou im still proud to be a member.. or rather.. ex-member.. but the feeling is undescribable.. i hate it.. i cant bear to leave.. i wan to continue to perform for band.. in fact.. im numb by the fact tat i couldn't represent manjusri band again.. at least there's still alumni band on the way..
even thou i entered band late during my sec 2 end days.. the bond i have create wif the band is truely tat of a family.. i cant leave without band.. everywhere i go.. theres always band peeps.. i enjoyed my time dere.. i swear.. i found my batch of brudders and friends i can trust.. many things.. all the memories.. from montage.. masterclass.. muscical moments.. school anniversary.. syf 2oo5.. all the scoldings and joy we been thru.. the proudest moment of my life.. is always with band..
band.. giving me the experience to be a leader.. matured me in one or other way.. increase my social life.. groom me into a musician.. at least i noe.. im not alone.. everyone around me is growing thru.. i have never regretted skipping to band from ncc.. and i stand by my choice..
2day.. the passing out parade took place.. all the sec 4.. leaving their uniform groups.. fresh hands taking the post.. 2 years in band.. the happiest day of my life.. and also the saddest day.. the parade was feel with emotion from the start.. watching chengfu being the flag bearer.. i remember.. obe year back.. tat was me.. hahas.. memories tat is.. den the principal making the speech.. encouraging us.. wad she says make sense.. 'if you cant be the sun.. be the star' 'if you cant be the tree.. be a bush.. or a patch of grass' i realise nth is more important den being oneself.. giving the best in wadever u are given.. the valediction followed after tat.. touched by christine words.. she spoke wad the band feel.. and followed by the certificate presentation.. '1st sergeant goh koon ann' wow.. tat moment truely rocks.. i passed out wif great honour.. even thou its nth big.. i cant ask for anthing better! and the tribute follows.. and blahblahblah.. many events.. and the song singing.. 'thats what friends are for' its the climax.. tats where all the emotions came out.. i think madam ernie is the one who started crying.. den alot cry le.. amelia fall and sprain her ankle.. and she was also crying.. from pain and emotions lars.. took pictures.. many peeps were crying.. jenny crystal immping xiangrong pheng huixian amelia alotalot.. cant remember.. from dere.. i realise how unbreakable our spirits are.. it's far too strong.. photos taking.. i wasn't crying.. tat doesn't make me a emotionless guy! and i really am sad! !
went to band room after tat.. some were still crying.. all the sore eyes..! hahas..den mark and christine deliver their last words as major.. committee were announce.. congrats to joycelyn cheng fu for the two major post and xiangrong and clifford as assistant major.. bring the band to greatest height! u all have the ability.. believe and urself..
and im proud to pass my job to crystal and yunxi junior! hahas.. its not a easy job and i believe u two can do well.. hahas.. and really surprise at the new commitee.. wif lu song as the new sectional leaders.. work hard dude.. den followed by the announcement of madam ernie leaving..
really sad.. even thou i used to hate her when i first came in.. my opinion of her improved greatly these few mths.. she have been doing the works she ought to do.. althou she loves to give me a trashing.. i knew its for my own goos.. she taught me discipline.. and she too was sad to leave band.. i can tell.. lolx.. we love u madam ernie!
now.. i have step down.. i think i really gonna miss it damn much.. hais..
thanks my saxophone section for being such a wonderful section one could ask for.. jianzheng yucong and lu song.. without u these mischievous brats.. im gonna die of boredom! thanks yunxi lynette yanyi joanna xue yen for making it a more lovable section..!
and also crystal jenny xiangrong immping for playing wif me thruout.. especially jenny wif ur jiao bin..
amelia huixian and stefanie for the jokes and craps..
junkai kokhong weizhen kianloong jianzheng yucong gibson siahmong weisong eugene for completing my life.. i love u guys..
tk care amelia~
one band one sound! continue to strive hard..! nd cheerup up to those who were crying.. its not tat we are dead.. we will certainly come back.. =)


i just want to hug you right dere

posted by koonann @ 8:46 PM