silver~ is tat good enuff?
the journey for me in mjrband is gonna end in another 1 week 6 days.. i hate tis feeling.. i cant wait to step down before the syf.. believing its a relief.. but now i wish i never have o'level.. never gonna step down.. tis is a strong feeling of attachment for me.. the bond wif the band is so strong.. i treat it like a family.. i met great friends.. my brudders.. even found my aspiration for soccer dere.. now im certify a ex-member.. im still part of the family.. i cant play.. i can guide them to glory.. im gonna miss it..ytd was the syf.. the day we have been waiting for.. 1 whole year of playing.. scoldings.. punishment.. disapointment and joy we have endure and go thru together.. for this 10 mins of performance.. it proves everything.. we are shure of what we want.. we are are there.. gold is for us.. its up to nobody but us to decide.. a scolding before the big day destroy everything.. members lost faith.. momemtum broke.. i really hate mr foo for doing this.. but i dun blame him.. its 1 day away.. and he cant get tis right.. i noe his fustration.. he stomped off after screaming at us..
focus. faith
back to topic~ the big day morning.. in the dark.. we made our way to school.. mr foo got his round of screaming and disapointment we gave him again.. its really demoralising overshadowing all the encouragment from the ex-members.. set off soon.. in the tuning room.. everything went fine.. mr foo praise us.. but the moment we are in the auditorium.. we played our band room standard.. the starting was good.. but everything slowly crumble.. i realise all my mistakes.. its really hard to play out a note in this atmosphere... my button got jammed! the clarinets didn't played out loud.. it just dun sound like us.. the best us.. i tried to focus.. got back my momentum.. its too late.. i only played well inlast to defend.. singapore rhapsody sux.. nevertheless.. we end the performance wif great applause and glory.. im pround im to be in the band uniform at tat moment.. waited for the results in anxiety.. mr foo said we could only get a silver maximum.. dishearted.. i want gold.. i believe we can do it.. even after listening to other band.. we are clearly better den them.. and simply jus lose out in choice piece.. anyway.. when the result came out.. first band already got gold.. im feeling so cold.. cant wait for us.. holding on my hands tightly..
band number 123
manjusri secondary school
silver
no shouting.. nothing.. jus applause.. its not a bad thing.. but all the members know this is just not enuff.. even thou im proud tat we maintain the standard and uphold the school's name.. nth to describe it.. 'so near yet so far' .. aniway.. the band were really quite stunned wif the result.. many were saying.. silver is great.. you have done ur best.. i have nothing to say.. its the same results too years ago.. but not tat excitement and atmosphere.. its not the same animore..
aniway.. everything is over.. cant cry over spilled milk.. im feeling wasted now.. to the next batch.. go out and prove who we really are..!
after the 3 years in band.. i know i have matured.. we build a reputation for the band.. even thou we this bunch of delinquet almost destroy it.. i like to thanks the members.. ex-members.. mr foo and teachers in charge for making all the wonderful memories.. for making me a leader.. im proud to be the treasurer.. i really m.. and i hope i have achieve wad is expected of me.. i cant ask for more as i went in later den the others.. and hope i have serve the band wif full commitment..
and last of all.. my tenor saxophone! hu have been wif me for thee entire 3 years.. now i gonna hand it over to the next person.. i wish i could buy it away..
and my beloved saxophone section.. tk care and all the best..
silver!
went out after tat to sorta celebrate.. lolx.. went p.s wif xiangrong immping crystal jenny yuetyong pheng gibson and jianloong.. wanted to watch movie.. but im broke and xr dun wan.. went cafe gelare instead for ice cream.. i brought a banana split.. and was feeling so uncomfortable.. my troat haven recover.. hahas~ den craze around go home le. so tired sleep le..
amelia: there's me always kay~
xiangrong: get well sooon
dont u care?
posted by koonann @ 10:10 AM
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