Wednesday, August 17, 2005

stronger than ever

here im once again.. back to blogging after a long time disapperance.. i dont think any one cares too.. the o's is coming.. approaching fast.. i think in about 70 over days.. i cant wait for it! to end.. am rather stress up after i saw my block test result.. must start to work hard.. which i have i have been telling myself since the start of the 100 days countdown to o'level.. school seems to be fun when there you are listening to lessons.. these period seems to have many problems.. which i rather dont wanna think about it..

my o'level chinese got a 3.. which im not happy about(except that i get to choose whether to attend chan's lesson).. although many say"3 good what" but tell that to my mother.. i dont know why her expectation for my chinese is so high.. and i wish i met her expectations..
o'level d&t artefact is finally complete.. or rather almost.. proud of the efforts i put in..
and its the o'level english oral today.. which i cock up at the conversation.. i turn soft when the chio bu examiner smile at me.. dumb me..

last saturday played a match.. seriously lacking in match fitness.. i scored one when the penalty spot.. pheng got a red card! that temperamental ass.. ended up with bruises everywhere.. =/ anyway.. i think we played badly.. period..

many things seems to happen around me.. but not one is what i really expect.. and ended up happily.. life is definitely duller without you.. i learnt to cope with it.. i want you to be there with me.. and ya.. thats a dream..
and im rather unconcerned to some matters.. which i dont really want to speak up.. i prefer the way everything is in now.. if anyone is not happy with me.. its your problem.. you can curse and swear and talk beind my back.. since thats the way you are when you never treat anyone as your friend.. hate me if you really do..

now.. off to do my folio.. have less than a month time.. gotta rush now.. ciaos~
i meant what i say.. and i will always stand by it..