Monday, April 17, 2006

so lonely inside, so busy out there

seriously, i miss school so much now. at least there is something to do everyday! good for those people whose poly life have started or starting soon. i still have to work my life away. awww.
anyway, for those retaking o'level or taking o'level this year, if you are keen to study together, call me!

well, recently, my manager told me that i know what i am doing but i dont know what i want. then i realise how indecisive i have been all along. Making a decision is never easy for me. my choices are always both to my liking. i hate to take the wrong step and i never like to be rush. but hey, nothing is smooth sailing thou, you just have to make it right. but im too lazy to think all this out la. haha.

anyway. what starts a relationship? is it love and trust or what a friend told me. some brainwash? and the most ridiculous of all 'you didnt message me for so long and i thought you dont like me le, so i am now in a relationship with another guy'

end this entry with this song. which is singing in my head over and over agian.
mary J.blige - be without you

Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't deal nothing overnight, cuz a love like this takes some time
People start off as a phase
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It's so true that (yes)
We've been through it (yes)
We got real shit (yes)
See baby we've been....

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But I still wanna ask
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I baby
My love is only your love (yes)
I'll be faithful (yes)I
'm for real (yes)
And with us you'll always know the deal
We've been......

too strong for too long (and i cant be without you baby)
and i'll be staying up till you get home (cuz i cant sleep without you baby)
anyone who's ever loved, ya know just what i feel
too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
call the radio if you just can be without your baby

See this is real talkI'm always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or Wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you're down on love or don't believe
This ain't for you (no, this ain't for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it's true (comeon, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up(hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she's the one (fellas tellyour lady she's the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got your love
look him right in his eyes and tell him
We've been....

too strong for too long (you know i can be without you baby)
and i'll be staying up till you get home(cuz i cant sleep without you baby)
anyone who's ever loved, ya know just what i feel
to hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
call the radio if you just cant be without your baby