saving 'me.
end of work, time to relax, got a long 3 days off. cool, anyway, im available on wednesday and thursday, anyone who is also available can date me. =D first come first serve arh.anyway, rather stuck up with some thoughts recently. was left contemplating what really start this mystical affectionate devotion called love. talked to some people over this subjects and i realise how different each people chose their partners. from my previous post, i talked about the boobs size, and my colleague mistook it that i judge girls by their body and figure. HAHAHA. i mean, yeah, figure is defintely a key must-have in every guys mind. it makes a guy go 'ooohh' and 'aahhhh'. but to me and maybe some of you guys, its just a added bonus. so what if let say my girlfriend have mammary glands of sufficiently large size to arouse other mens to chew carpets? she may not be a good partner, no chemistry, no understading and cant perform good sex. eh, the sex part is just for illusory purpose. then i might as well turn gay or become a flagellant.
some also set some sort of expectation for their future partners or partner, like, he must own a lamborghini, have a huge sum of money, must be how tall, how heavy and stuffs. even if you found this guy, he might not like you. end up you will still be the one suffering, deceiving yourself he's the mr right.
sylvia actually mind the age gaps, maybe thats a girls preference for guys to be older than them, maybe because of maturity problem. i dont really sees it as a big factor thou.
Feeling is defintely the most important to me. no doubt. no need for much explanation, its just a must to me lar. this kind of thing also cannot explain de, it just come to you all if a sudden and stay there. what more can i say. no feeling you wont even be sure he/she would be the one for you. you cant stop it or force yourself to have it, its nature's work. got feeling, copulating is much more easier, eh, those dirty thoughts again. -shoo
argh, love affairs are a pain in the neck, silly wild thoughts that just keep lingering in your mind even if you pushed it to the corner of your mind. here i go hallucinating again. nothing beats the misery of not being able to shout out loud that you have finally found somthing worth reaching for, nothing beats the disappointment of realising that all the sweets wild thought turn out to be nothing more than self appeasment. and nothing defeat the pain of being just friend. aww, these caged up feeling aint have no love for me.
maybe being gay is still the best idea, who cares to join me in my brokeback adventure? =D
wihth love please. *slap myself repeatedly*
posted by koonann @ 11:20 PM
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