Tuesday, January 23, 2007

it's an goddamn arm race.

freedom n
-condition of being free; state of not being a prisoner or slave
-right to act, speak, etc as one pleases without interference
-state of being unrestricted in one's actions; liberty

I dont understand why rules are made in the first place, why is there a cap and limit to everything one does. how can one attain total freedom, without having to listen to instruction.

As we goes older? yes, we may be free from the curfew of our parents. free from the education system, legally enable us to purchase cigarettes, alcohols. we can have our first intercourse. for fuck cant this be entitled to us in a young age? With this liberty, we exchanged for another, we have to pay income tax, because government say so, we have to contribute to CPF, becuase government is helping us to save for the future, we must face the unreasonable orders from our superiors at work, bacuase our father dont own the company.
if these are really neccessary, why is it that so many people isn enjoying life like they wanted to? why is it that so many people are trying to break these rules and instill another equally manipulative orders?

running away isnt necessary avoiding the reality.
it puts you in a world of your own, your rules, your life, your everything.
at least we wont be chasing the endless demands and needs, just our own rights.

i think i really need to slow down my pace. stop trying too hard to grow older than what im actually.im just 17 going on 18. its should be the period of life in which im suppose to be bumping my head into new discoveries and lifestyle. where i should actually answer all the question my curiosity led me to. The depressive money making lifestyle shouldnt be one im suppose to be in.


but...
18 doesnt sound young, its like a milestone in life, one step closer to adulthood.
fuck that please.



maybe i should be like all the other guys in the group, get hooked and move on. love seems to be in the air for everyone uh. CATCH ME LEH. IM AVAILABLE. i wont be fussy people. i may consider junkai for the last resort. so people. GRAB ME, IM VERY ELIGIBLE. LOL.


dungball ending. fuck it man.