Sunday, February 25, 2007

so much for until the end of time.

And I knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me,
Though I carried karats for everyone to see.
And I saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies,
And all the lovers with no time for me,
And all the mothers raise their babies to stay away from me.
How cruel is the golden rule, When the lives we lived are only golden plated.

what will happened if i suddenly just disappeared.
will someone even bother to give two hoots? when they are busy burying their heads in their own business, own fustrations.

i blew my mind again today. so much that i really hate myself for failing to conquer my own emotions. i just blew it, like 'fuuufff'

if i only have two choice between
A) living with another person's attitude
B) eating dung bugs and maggots

i think i would rather give fear factor a run for their money.

im stuck up, but so what?
im just being me.

And without you is how I disappear