Thursday, October 26, 2006

when things are meant to be right turn out wrong.

i dont know what to post and whats up with the title.
just here to waste some five minutes of my time.
that soon will turn into ten minutes,
then 1 hour
then the night will pass,
and the same old damn routine starts all over again
and again
and again
and again,
until the again become again and again.
well, i know you want to slap the hell out of me right now,
i dare you to.
KO-ed anyway.
and i thought fatigue is pulling down me too much.
but you add a mountain on my back.
dont get it wrong, im not implying brokeback,
and definitely not doing poetry.
just..
to say....
what..
i dont know what i want to say.
bah.
and what could be worse than spending a lonely night alone,
with paris hilton singing 'Do Ya Think Im Sexy' on the player.
paris,
i think you are.
Amen

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

the trouble with girl is...

i was wandering what really separates a male and a female. Beside the obvious differentiation in organs, what else?

To be honest, i couldnt disagree more when i heard people talking about 'ladies first'. if this is so, why is it so hard for many to accept that many women are climbing up the rank in the office faster than men do. just another case of hypocrisy? it really make me wonder why a women will always be view in a different angle when they achieved something 'phenomenal'. like when this lady is a head chef in a reputable kitchen. very surprising meh?

It peeves me so much when sexual discrimination sets in. its not im biaas towards my own gender. it really is so super irritating. and i have a classic example to back my opinion.

just recently, last sunday, while i was on my way down to century square's outlet to relief, i was walking in a straight direction and there's this girl( dont know is malay or indian) walking in my opposite direction towards me. she saw me arh, to make it clear. so, after passing the newspaper kiosk, i was about to cut in my left. So i duly turn and she, walking in a fast pace and looking at the other direction collide with me. MY FAULT ARH? i said sorry and expecting a smile or what from her to indicate its alright. you know what greeted me? she looking at me slant eyed and breathing with the nostrils of a dragon. Machiam want eat me up like that. i just stare her back and walk off. then this passer by was looking at me like i killed someone. seriously, its not that she have to rush to be reincarnated or what, and she is suffering from anorexia nervosa, also nothing for me to take advantage of right. Machiam suffering from osterporosis, , bone very brittle like that.

and another day, i was out with i forget who. and then we were ordering something and when im about to pay, she also took out her money. the auntie took mine and said, 'the guy should pay'. well, i will be glad to make it my treat but the auntie is like speaking in a stereotypical manner that pissed me off. when we guys were talking about it, kianloong said:' tell the auntie, "auntie! nan nu ping deng (equality in gender)". LOL.

Chauvinistic men is also something hard for me to swallow. it irks me when i heard, aiyah, girls are not worth what you are doing la, just take the chance, screw them and dump them la. when a men behave like a prig, it really make me feel sad for their other partner. saying yes to their every endless unreasonable command. this is where i believe equality sets in.

i dont know why, but i love this word call Unisex. LOL.

oh, and as what i was saying above. the difference between a men a women is their different idealogy of sex and sex appeal.
women brand men treacherous when they gaze at women and their figure. i dont know why, but its just natural instinct. i believ its something to do with jealousy. maybe their are green with envy and another thing is there is nothing that really turn them on from a handsome guy's figure. i dont think you get arouse when looking at flat nipples and bulky underpart.

And they think its stupid when men watch football match or play football. often refering to it as, 22 men chasing after one dead ball, just a waste of time. and the funny thing is they engage themselves in long hours of manicure, pedicure, make up sessions, hair saloon visit. and you know for what? just to look nice for a few hours when they go out. LOL

its late, and i cant think of anything anymore, except trying to pull my sinking eyelid up. and to make things more fustrating, i have to work tomorrow! stock day some more.
bye peeps!



'Cos you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
And this could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Cos someday I might know my heart