Monday, December 24, 2007

Disenchanted lullaby

Is everything that ambiguous as we really thought it is?
A friend once asked me why is it that there's so many flaws in another to rant about but when you are with that person, every complain seems to be abolish to the back of the mind and doesnt matter anymore. Is this what they call hypocrisy?
It really made me thought for awhile. But rather, i would take this issue as another classic case of ambiguity instead of hypocrisy.

Think about this,
You read a novel in which the hero or the anti-hero, the one you like, or simply the one whose progress you like to follow, well, this character commits a crime, say. a violent act. Who do you feel sorry for? You should feel sorry for the victim of the crime but you dont. why dont you? In your normal life you condemn violence of any kind yet you dont condemn this act of violence, even though its brutal. Perhaps you dislike the victim. Or perhaps you dont actually dislike the victim but you dont actively like him either. So where will your sympathies lie? Who will you feel sorry for?

Its never easy to get everybody to see you in the same light as the way you wanted them to see you. A very dishearterning and distressing fact.

Digressing, Its Christmas eve morning and im still up at this hour. To make things worse, i need to make my way to SP to meet up for projects later. Total drats, project on Christmas eve?! The dumbest thing in the whole wide world! On a lighter note, its yuetyong's birthday tomorrow and i get to meet up with the guys after that. Something worth cheering for after all. LOL
AND..
If today is Christmas eve, it means that tomorrow is Christmas and the day after is the day after Christmas! HAHAHA. Nights earthlings!

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true, baby all I want for christmas is you
I don't want a lot for Christmas there is just one thing I need
And I don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking, way above the fireplace
Santa Clause won't make me happy with a toy on christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
Is you, you,


p.s: Santa, wont you bring me the one i really need?

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Balls to the walls.

See I was thinking that I lost my mind
But it’s been getting to me all this time
And it don’t stop dragging me down

I dont think i need to give much explanation
because idiocy never gets a new name.
grow up, get a new life and go fuck the wall.
very much appreciated and thanks for your time.