Sunday, February 25, 2007

so much for until the end of time.

And I knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me,
Though I carried karats for everyone to see.
And I saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies,
And all the lovers with no time for me,
And all the mothers raise their babies to stay away from me.
How cruel is the golden rule, When the lives we lived are only golden plated.

what will happened if i suddenly just disappeared.
will someone even bother to give two hoots? when they are busy burying their heads in their own business, own fustrations.

i blew my mind again today. so much that i really hate myself for failing to conquer my own emotions. i just blew it, like 'fuuufff'

if i only have two choice between
A) living with another person's attitude
B) eating dung bugs and maggots

i think i would rather give fear factor a run for their money.

im stuck up, but so what?
im just being me.

And without you is how I disappear

Friday, February 23, 2007

Just follow law

its been a long time since i last blogged my thoughts. i cant think of anythink to really rant about.

well, yesterday, while reading the papers, i saw this article on Joe Augustine(ex power 98 DJ) been issued a warning. all he did was making 'front' a bad word.

here's one paragraph from the article:

According to MDA, the complainant wrote that a listener had called in to clarify with joe if a song which had been played, Coolio's Gangsta's Paradise, contained the four letter F word in its lyrics.
joe clarified that the word was 'front'.
however, the complainant was concerned that joe had jokingly suggested that listeners could use 'front' as a substitute expletive - as in 'front you' or 'front your mother'.

i guessed that the complainant should be umemployed. because it seems like he has nothing better to do than writing e-mails, sabotaging others ' reputation and getting them into hot soup. its like DUH, since he stated that joe JOKINGLY SUGGESTED the idea, just fucking/fronting take its as a joke! Super no life, no sense of humour lor.

i dont believe vulgarities or obscenity can influence thinking lor. why are they listed under 'bad' words. how bad is bad. Fuck stands for having sexual intercourse. what's wrong? isnt sex on everybody's mind?
okay, but using 'screw' as a substitute, is it still a vulgarity? So dont blame me for landing a punch on anyone when he ask for a screwdriver.
bah. super dumbness.

the truth is, vulgarity is part and parcel of everyday life. something go wrong and you just feel like cursing out loud. our brain couldnt function fast enough to think of something not expletive. when someone scolds 'fuck you' to you.
will you think that, oh, this guy is unhappy or oh! i should run, he wanna do me!

and i really couldnt stand singaporeans mentality of complaining, complaining and more complaining. so much to a extend of so many forums, customer service feedbacks, comments page being set up.
this whole complain thing is just a waste of time, like why must people take time out just to crack their head, type out something and report to other people who have nothing to do with you about the unjustice you had been dealt with. then this whole meaningless system continue with the addresee of the complaint having to waste time to reply and bootlick that complainant again. if the amount of time wasted on complaining is used on something creative like creating solutions for penis and breast enlargement.

just because the complainant is unhappy, all the faults are on the person who got the complain.
all we have to do is just take a deep breath and tell ourselves that the world is a better place with me and walk off. life continues, its that simple!

i talk so much expressing my disagreement with people complaining, but here im, complaining and ranting. coolness. i cant explain why i rock so much. LOL

im too tired to blog something more meaningful anyway. bye.