Sunday, August 28, 2005

folio folio! argh!!!

again at rakcent house.. suppose to do folio.. but felt hand drawn look nicer.. ( before i came to rakcent house, i thought computer work is better).. not much product done.. felt so scare when i saw rakcent one almost done! argh.. gonna go home and chiong.. if not 2morow bring to poa to do.. heehee.. this folio thingy is really driving me nuts..

match 2morow and wednesday.. 2morow vs sec 3 express = a few normal guys.. (cause some gays chicken out).. still carrying slight knocks on my left ankle.. oh ya.. havent elabarate how i got it.. was trying to tip a loose ball into goal.. but th problem is the goal is too far.. and i try my luck by slidding.. and my left leg was on the ground and skin came off and got a really nice sprain.. wed match is the teachers' day match.. some sort of testimonial match.. good chance to show off ba.. hahas.. hope can perform ba.. hectic..

eh.. nothing much to say.. in a rush now.. gotta go.. back next time.. ciaos..

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

10 days to prelims!

Am back at rakcent's house to do folio again.. just realise the deadline is next wednesday i think.. i think i just manage to complete around 5 pieces already.. i am starting to count the sleepless nights coming! i doubt anyone will be kind enough to help me with some of it lars..

have already started on revision.. which is a good sign.. was greeted with a rather unwelcoming sight early in the morning.. notice board in besides the staircase reads ' 10 days to prelim '.. and many were like huh..? so fast..? *pull hairs* its really fast thou.. but to be exact.. friday is the start.. practical coming.. and i hope everything will be rather smooth sailing..

life now is all about studying and studying.. and still. studying.. 69 days to o'level.. REN! hahas.. but now we were all dying for the o'level to end.. and then we dont even have to step back to manjusri again.. but on second thoughts.. after leaving.. we would rather we stay in there again..

soccer next week..! monday and wednesday.. i wonder if i have the fitness.. =/ one against sec 3 express (90% confirm) and another for the teachers day one.. thats gonna be the last.. ( if i could resist the temptation of it) hahas..

everything seems to be brighter when you are looking on the brightside and getting rid of people off my back.. affection are rather hard to figure out these days.. just let it be.. whoever wants to guide me will always be there..

im irritated..

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

stronger than ever

here im once again.. back to blogging after a long time disapperance.. i dont think any one cares too.. the o's is coming.. approaching fast.. i think in about 70 over days.. i cant wait for it! to end.. am rather stress up after i saw my block test result.. must start to work hard.. which i have i have been telling myself since the start of the 100 days countdown to o'level.. school seems to be fun when there you are listening to lessons.. these period seems to have many problems.. which i rather dont wanna think about it..

my o'level chinese got a 3.. which im not happy about(except that i get to choose whether to attend chan's lesson).. although many say"3 good what" but tell that to my mother.. i dont know why her expectation for my chinese is so high.. and i wish i met her expectations..
o'level d&t artefact is finally complete.. or rather almost.. proud of the efforts i put in..
and its the o'level english oral today.. which i cock up at the conversation.. i turn soft when the chio bu examiner smile at me.. dumb me..

last saturday played a match.. seriously lacking in match fitness.. i scored one when the penalty spot.. pheng got a red card! that temperamental ass.. ended up with bruises everywhere.. =/ anyway.. i think we played badly.. period..

many things seems to happen around me.. but not one is what i really expect.. and ended up happily.. life is definitely duller without you.. i learnt to cope with it.. i want you to be there with me.. and ya.. thats a dream..
and im rather unconcerned to some matters.. which i dont really want to speak up.. i prefer the way everything is in now.. if anyone is not happy with me.. its your problem.. you can curse and swear and talk beind my back.. since thats the way you are when you never treat anyone as your friend.. hate me if you really do..

now.. off to do my folio.. have less than a month time.. gotta rush now.. ciaos~
i meant what i say.. and i will always stand by it..