Friday, November 24, 2006

better than me?

nothing exciting happening in life right now except for work work and more work.. come on, be generous, entertain me. ASK ME OUT!(i might consider..) haha.

i really hate ass licking muthafuckers. i mean seriously what do you get when you fight to complete all the god damn work. and then complain and whine how tiring it is to do everything with no help.
no one is the noob, you are. bitch.



why'd you go and break what's already broken
i try to take a breath but im already choking
how long till this go away
i try to remember to forget you
but you creep into everything i do
she said
she said
she said she's sorry
she say she wants to be friend
with one finger
i said fuck that
we never really had the closure, this cant be the end.
you deserve much better than me.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Karl Lagerfeld

i came across his rather interesting articles the other from a newspaper. its a vainty fair 'proust questionnaire' done by a famous designer Karl lagerfeld.


Q: What is your idea of perfect happiness?
A: I am perfectly happy as long as i dont ask myself if i am happy...

Q: What do you consider the most overrated virtue?
A: Manipulative religious hypocrisy.

Q: What do you dislike most about your appearance?
A: I spend my life working on that subject.

Q: what do you consider your greatest achievement?
A: It may sound strange: myself or what i did with myself - how i manipulate myself.

Q: What is your greatest regret?
A: I have little regrets for wrongdoings of my past. just a little remorse...

Q: What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?
A: Health, unwanted loneliness, and to be honest- to be poor; or the three together.

Q: how would you like to die?
A: i hate the idea of death - i prefer to disappear.

witty aint he?! A true brainiac!










ambivalent.ambivalent.ambivalent.ambivalent.ambivalent.ambivalent.
i dont know when i started to have this ambivalent attitude towards you.
i dont know what you want or how to get inside of you. and i have never stop trying. does everything i do get straight to you? you ever understand my worth?
it seems like you prefer to be hurt, that always attract you uh.
for all this time you have never really let go, and im dumb enough to fall for it....


Wednesday, November 01, 2006

in reality you are not so keen to show me anything, and i thought you like me
all i wanted was some evidence, that your really like me.
Maybe its all too much, how come we're so messed up.
maybe i'm just too much.
hey, show some love..