Saturday, June 25, 2005

concert boreds

woke up with the sun shining over dont know where.. at 4pm! and i thought it was still 11.. lolx.. maybe that explains how tired i am.. i really am.. message crystal to ask are they going anywhere and she told me about the concert and that she cant make up her mind whether or not to go.. lolx.. in the end spent about 2 hours and finally decides to go.. immping and jenny included..

met up with immping and was almost 15 mins late le.. lolx.. the concert is nanyang polytechnic and nanyang technological university combined one.. free sitting and stuffs.. reached there bout 1 hour late.. crystal wasnt around.. her stepmom dont let i think.. went to nyp at yio chu kang.. reached there 10mins late and the concert had already began.. the songs selection was rather boring thou.. feel like a lullaby to me.. lolx.. hynotising effects.. sneaked off during the intermission.. with jenny immping and yuetyong.. the lovebirds(jenny and yong) were so loving la.. lolx.. the rest went to mac at nyp and we went to toa payoh for dinner.. cant decide what to eat and finally stopped at the food court.. had japanese food which was rather nice and was in large quantity.. lolx.. had old chang kee curry puff after that! yumyum.. im getting fatter by the day.. nvm.. i love it thou.. lolx.. went home after that..

my parents were not so lovable lately.. my mom keeps grumbling about me having a haircut that dont look like one.. -.-" i should hav bald head to pleased her i guess.. and my mountain bill which i admit is a little bit out of hand.. but dont need to make so much noise right.. forget it..

match tomorrow. pray hard that there will be no objection from them.. thats gonna be my last one.. i promise.. o'level is next...



stay in me - dont go away

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

gotta catch em all!

social studies retest today.. kinda scrap through it again(like any other test of course!).. i was feeling so much like sleeping and i saw kokhong skeeping so happily beside me and im still stuck on source base.. decide to scribble some illegible handwriting down.. and answer the essay with stupid answer that is completely irrelevant to the subject.. hahas.. and i slept happily ever after.. lolx.. after went to eat mac again.. which is the 3rd consecutive day! had hotcakes and we did stuff that gross us up.. we mix bbq sauce, packets of honey.. tonnes of sugar and coffee mates salt, ice, butter, and a little piece of hashbrown from kianloong together.. and oh ya! we tore the tea bags and took the tea eaves in too.. lolx.. its so slimy and umm.. gross..? seriously it look like umm.. rotten disgusted.. koko krunch! cool! and we left it in the drain.. heehee~
crap our way to geylang west! for my favourite! soccer! or rather to be roasted.. the weather is still so hot.. we are beijing ducks! quack quack.. played match.. so many people face got ramed! bunbun(derrick) got the cutest reaction when got hit.. hahas.. and yingqian rolled down when he was about to get inside the court.. his shoe got stuck in the net and he flew over the wall.. hahas.. humpty dumpty.. then they were playing with their handphone.. pokemon! lolx.. went home.. pheng got yingqian's phone home.. and i was playing the pokemon happily.. hahas.. decided to look for my gameboy the cartridge.. and realise m dad gave to my cousin my gameboy and all the game! argh.. i want to catch em all one leh.. ass sia.. pikachuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ lalala~
didn't know what to say now.. gotta go.. ciaos~

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

blabber blabber

dont know whats there to write now.. im total moodless.. still brooding over some stuffs and.. my brother get to change his phone and im still stuck with some unusual but worthless retarded phone! although i love that phone alot.. but i want a new one!
they seems reluctant to let me get a new one.. i have already lower my vision to those pretty cheap ones.. and whats there for me to follow the trend! im not asking for 3G..! its a normal.. polyphonic and camera phone!
the world dont seems like a wonderful place to me anymore. will i even have any chance for redemption..? to get this puny me to attention? @#$%^&*
today revison exam is another flop.. i didnt study(as expected) .. and my ass is still on the chair in front of the computer happily blogging away while 2morow is social studies exam.. yay! and more good things.. internet would be off after saturday.. no more bullshit posts and maybe an eyesore to the msn..
i feel like singing here without you now.. dont know why..?
tonight its only you and me-yea -when will that night ever come

Monday, June 20, 2005

=\

something's amiss this few days.. i cant figure it out..

today went to school for revision test.. which was total crap.. seriously i think minnie cheong have nothing better to do to make english revision test compulsory.. DUH! and whats more.. sleeping is also not allowed.. -_-" i dont see whats wrong with that..? scrap my way through by writing a hell loads of craps with my eyes half closed.. maths next.. and i actually manage to find it easy.. provided that i have learnt(of course).. couldn't finished it.. im startin to love maths thou.. credits to mr fahmy.. he really motivates me lars.. kinda talk along well with him..
talk craps at the canteen.. funny lars.. 'quarter pounder' and seetoh.. i love crapping!
went to mac for lunch with them and fahmy included.. saw bunch of people playing soccer.. went to met them after our meal.. the whether sucks big time.. its so damn hot.. felt like barbeque beijing ducks..? lolx.. i was the keeper but i conceded quite a number of goals. =\ got my palm hurt.. ouch.. nothing much.. then go home le.. science test 2morow.. oh great.. i havent even caught a glance of anything..! happy failing! but i dont want to disappoint godma.. =\ i promise i will study once the chalet is over.. hais.. failure am i..

thanks to yingting and amelia all this while..



do i ever feature in your mind even once..?

Almost - Bowling For Soup

I almost got drunk at school at 14
Where I almost made out with the homecoming queen
Who almost went on to be Miss. Texas
But lost to a slut with much bigger breastes
I almost dropped out to move to L.A.
Where I was almost famous for almost a day

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished you woulda loved me too

I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did 5 years and then 7 more
Cuz I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cuz he almost made off with a buncha the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cuz you ran away
And I wished I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessin'
And now I'm destined
To spend my time missin' you
I almost wished you woulda loved me too

Here I go thinkin' about all the things I could have done
I'm gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton
I know we've had our problems.
I can't remember one.

I almost forgot to say something else
And if I can't fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessin' And now I'm destined
To spend my time missin' you
I almost wished you woulda loved me too(4x)

I almost wished you woulda loved me too

:)

Sunday, June 19, 2005

. . .

feeling rather inferior these few days..
i cant compare myself with others..
i realised im not that perfect that i always think i was..
i dont know what aroused these feeling..
nor do i know who will understand..
where have everybody been?
and where are YOU..?
and maybe..
im really that not important to everybody..
or rather.. i dont even exist..
oh GREAT!
you make me feel like an idiot

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

4i'o5 rocks (only some)

back from the class chalet.. didn't know whether its fun or boring.. i think both..? hahas.. but 4i'05 seriously rocks now.. not all althought.. but at least there are lovable eole in our class.. hahas.. weizhen rakcent yingting aikchun junkai kokhong - u all rocks.. and also thanks to those who came for the bbq! minting zhiyan bryan hubert jingjing mstay mrgui and mr fahmy! hahas.. and also lecia for the fried rice! hahas..
first day was alright lars.. good morning as i was wearing my beloved van nistelrroy new shirt! lalala~ met yingting and accompanied her for dental appointment at outram.. rob me off my sleep..! waited awhile and set off to my home to take my stuffs and we set off to costa sand.. woot~ had a problem begging for strangers to help us booked in.. singaporeans are so not helpful lars.. scare this scare that.. eeyer.. saw one lady sitting outside.. look pretty mature.. tried our luck as she looks quite helpful.. lolx.. she agreed and we got the key lo.. not much ppl.. only aikchun.. then came rakcent and junkai.. wif the drinks..! den laze.. andy came and we left soon.. for swensen! met kokhong there.. the main dish cost a bomb and we decided to have swensen fir deserts.. just as we were about to leave.. they served us drinks le.. bobian.. try something new.. have our deserts before dinner.. and we got two earthquakes! crapping around making fun of kok and andy.. they look so much like gays! after that went foodcourt for dinner.. and went back.. yuetyong darren pheng and jianloong already dere le.. they pop by.. hahas.. weizhen came after they leave.. and alcohol time! lolx.. pathetic 5 ppl staying overnight.. me aikchun kok weizhen and yingting.. lolx.. had absolut vodka.. was really strong lars.. me ank aikchun had our full.. i gulped down like about 8 cups(vodka with soft drinks) and aikchun had 9.. 2 drankard in the hse screaming at each other.. remembered some.. head was so pain and stomach is so sick.. aikchun made a joke of himself with all his secrets all blunted out..! lolx.. then the rest i forget le.. i remembered i wake up and puke.. awww.. sucks..
woke up next morning wif rakcent and junkai joining us.. went over to giant at parkway.. shopping for bbq stuffs..! lolx.. brought quite alot then went over to lecia's place for her fried rice.. real heavy but its good.. lalala~ i was the first to taste it! lolx.. the guys came back if the stuffs and weizhen joined us.. bbq! yay - made our own pit wif aluminium trays wif some fire starting experts.. food was ready soon and started lors.. eat halfway and the teachers came.. forget to ask more.. only 3.. fahmy have a fun time i suppose.. talk with mstay.. they left soon.. pheng jianloong weizhen rakcent aikchun cont wif their alcohol.. i went to sleep.. hahas.. was really tired.. oh ya.. did i mention that i can be the most desirable neighbour..? lolx.. while pheng they all were busy hunting for chicks.. chicks came to me..! lolx.. our neighbour.. althought not very pretty but im still approach.. lolx.. they wanted to buy our leftover chickens.. but i gave it all to them for free..! lolx.. one whole mountain plate.. lolx.. so paiseh.. cause we didn;t marinate the chicken.. and dont taste really good las.. but they dont mind and insist to pay me.. lolx.. and we gave them alot things too.. charcoals.. selfmade bbq pit.. leftover drinks brushes and food.. lolx.. we are good neighbours.. =) their chalet was broken in.. they didn't lock the doors.. poor thing.. but phen they all say the guys all sucks.. very childish and act cute.. lolx.. but the girls get along well with us leh.. played soccer wif them at night.. lolx.. i was sleeping lars..
today.. woke up early to checked out.. cleared our things.. crapped with our neighbours.. and left to have our breakfast.. lolx.. den decided to go wildwild wet.. but yingting got girls problem.. and we also not very interested.. so decided to catch movies.. mr and mrs smith..! lolx.. left me jianloong yingting and pheng only.. cool show.. really must watch.. very cool and hilarious..
and now im back..! home dont seems a desirable place to me.. parents nagging now.. =\ im starting to miss the chalet.. lolx..

Sunday, June 12, 2005

use your fucking brain lar

yucks training yesterday.. weihwang our coach was late.. lalala~ anyway the warm u was tough.. the training was screwed u.. heck.. im just a minor.. who cares about my complaint.. there are so many little angels and saints flying around.. go.. worship them..
the training match is always what i look out for only.. and im in a fucked up position.. at least there is pheng and weihwang dere..
i can see kianloong and weizhen putting in alot of efforts.. training can do them no good.. and with these type of training.. i don't think they will even improve.. im not trying to say training sucks.. but they are in no positions to cross balls and wadever shit.. basics is impt.. come on lars.. they are not retard for us to shout at..
went kfc and then to mong hse.. quite fun(of course it was).. nice nice junkai went back all the way to field to look for my almost lost again wallet.. and i meant run! hahas.. thanks bro~


im sick and tired of everything u claim to be in mind and wadever fucked up shit antics.. come on and get alife.. do everything with what you think is right.. and i seriously think you shd try doing what is wrong.. because wrong always turn up right for you.. enuff of the bullshits.. just come straight to my face and tell me im not in.. okay? and before you make any analysis.. please open up ur fucking eyes wide and judge me.. craps and all craps.. and just stop complaining.. its none of ur business anyway..

*entry might be subjected to vulgarities. parental guidance is strongly advised.

Friday, June 10, 2005

Backstreet Boys - Incomplete

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all
I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

Thursday, June 09, 2005

ouch!

today wake up early for d&t.. didn't feel like waking up.. wait for time to pass.. lolx.. mtv shows nice video.. and i so left watching until its almost 8 and drag my half dead body out of the house.. reached the workshop to find tat there were no ppl and to think that i was half an hour late! asman make noise bout my attire.. i wore my denim bermudas.. lolx.. no pants le mar.. dont care him and went to work! alone..
went i have done finish my facing for tat redo-pulley.. going to losen the headstock.. the metal thing(dunnoe what its call) .. sumthing tat looks like a crucifix la.. when i was trying to turn that bloody thing.. it flew out.. my hand was still on it.. and it hits the side of the lathe machine.. wif my little 4th finger from my right hand sandwich between the crucifix-look-alike and the machine.. wah.. pain sia.. and i looked at it.. got one red patch on the finger.. i think the blood vessel was damaged lar.. den the flesh under the nail also crack.. whole finger swelled up.. purple colour de.. i finally realise wad pain is.. so pain tat i couldn't hear and see anything and losing my balance.. almost blackout sia.. i can imagine im myself as elisha in house of wax.. gross.. now gently touch also pain sia.. boohoo.. completed all my pulleys and facing for all 4 are also done.. yeah..! wanted to have breakfast at mac but thanks to weizhen who take 3 hours to reach school ruin my plan! tat ass..
den went over to desmond house wif weizhen and junkai.. they went over to darren tan's house and i went home.. boring day again.. think 2morow maybe watching madagascar wif them.. i think so only..
oh great! i have a swollen toe and a swolen finger..






i cant dream of another dream without you beside me

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

lifestyle of the dumb and bored

back for updates.. cant really remember.. hahas.. anyway start from balloon hat festival.. met the guys at aljunied at 11.. many were late.. including me.. =x den set off to sentosa.. was quite fast.. yunxi mei msg me when im in the mrt.. say the concert starts at 1210.. left bout 25mins.. tried to rush.. but we mountain turtles lost our way from habourfront mrt! we were at the gateway.. standing under the big sign 'welcome to sentosa' and we were still frantically looking for SENTOSA! lolx. run around the roads.. and finally one kind soul told us to purchase the ticket from a women opposite the road.. and we run like rats over the road again.. tat girl is really chek ark la.. she said 'u all not tired ar..? i saw u all run here run dere but dun wan call u all'.. we wah her and purchase the ticket.. yeah.. went wwe tot we are reaching soon.. we are wrong! the oad is still far and its uphill! we run in like it was a training.. lolx.. retarded.. found our way to siloso beach and look for sappire hall.. we miss the concert! god.. sry guys.. the moment they saw us.. crystal and jenny they all grab me by the arms and harassed me to buy the balloon tat cause 5bucks! brought one after much coaxing from them.. a angel wing and a halo.. lolx. accumilating good karma by helping charity.. lolx..
then we followed them back to their tent.. they have their lunch.. and we went to have ours.. planned to have sakae.. but didn't realise we passed it.. went all the way to arrival centre dere to have burger king.. but was so fustrated tat i almost tear down it.. EQUIPMENT BREAK DOWN! wth.. we went all the way dere and its closed till 5..! had anderson ice cream.. the stuff dere really expensive lars.. double the price from mainland.. daylight robbery.. went back to delifrance to stuff myself with bread.. junkai brought a baguette..!
went back.. was told mr foo went crazy.. they were rushing already.. helped them with the balloons.. their hat was tat of a design of mickey mouse and had tail behind.. and they drew whiskers..! hilarious lars.. den the parade.. was helping with the pumping of balloons to repaor the burst hat.. lolx.. the party was good lars.. they performed alright only.. i think with the help of ex member.. sec 1 simply dunnoe anything! they should just wake up the idea.. and start to be serious.. attitude sux and only good at complaining.. the 4 leaders are doing a good job.. at least.. but all fall on deaf ears.. we were having fun tio-ing all the way.. lolx.. and we won the percussion battle against northland sec.. hahaa! went back.. pour water on darren and weizhen and went back school.. was tired and went for dinner and went home le..

monday - went to school.. for remedial.. and watch downfall after tat.. not a bad show.. quite boring ba.. unless u understand.. but i still enjoy.. realise how powerful hitler was and enjoying all the suicide sence.. wee~ cool show.. saw mrchew.. he watched second time.. lolx.. den saw huixian amelia they all.. huixian lost her fone.. right in the toilet where all all friends are at.. tat bitch sux lars.. ans the call but simply refuse to tol.. ass sia.. we serch for it lo.. but to no avail.. do hope she cheerup now..

tuesday - last day of remedial.. run off aihua's period.. and she chat wif junkai they all.. and we waited 2 hours! she came down.. saw us and gave us a toking.. i appreciated it for the first time.. she wanted to help us help ourselves.. lolx.. tok awhile and she went off.. went home and went out with dino.. bored thou.. hahas..

today.. went school at 8.. for d&t.. even thou not compulsory.. still went.. pon too many days le.. completed all my pulleys. but one was so disgusting la.. i decided to redo! lolx.. 2morow going back again.. i smell of grease.. yucks.. i hate cleaning up.. so troublesome.. they went for olevel seminar.. i lost the ticket and decided not to go.. went out wif zuhui.. nvr see her for along time.. tok alot.. bout band.. lolx.. den went home le..go play fm le.. bye!

Saturday, June 04, 2005

my toe!

back after yucks' training.. headed by weihwang.. was late for like 45 mins.. saw jackie on the bus.. didn't intend to go mars.. my toe hurts.. left leg big toe.. mus be karma.. laugh at junkai dislocated deformed big toe.. hahas.. now when i walk or wadever thing.. got sharp pain at the joint dere.. ouch.. but still go in the end.. the team needs me.. =x heehee~
the training is alright lars.. at least we are having proper training now.. but the team like not very serious.. summore the fitness of all is very low.. played team.. enjoyed.. but my team lose.. buck up weizhen! u can do it..
den went to eat le lor.. now at home so bored.. 2morow is balloon hat festival.. good luck to all the peeps performing..! we will be dere to support u all! u all can do it..






y cant u tell the love i have for u..?
-i really do

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

kenny roger!!!

back~
remedial have started.. total boredom..
really tired.. hypnotise by mr srenni physis lesson.. have ne quiz ytd.. i top the class! wif the help of alot of ppl.. hahas.. hapyhappy..
today went school.. after that lay a while soccer.. i score a hattrick.. yeah.. althou its among our class de lar.. feel good to be able to play.. yeah.. after tat went singapore polytechnic.. for the open hse.. was late for an hour.. lolx.. reach dere the video no more le.. lolx.. have buffet..! ame at the right time.. i was starving den.. was lookin for chicks.. =x but to no avail.. lolx.. after tat suppose to go to course D on engineering... but kokhong tat asshole say there no chicks.. wan go creative media designing de.. lolx.. got one girl wear until very hot.. and we decided to stay dere.. regret sia.. the presentation was really stupid.. and boring.. me and junkai regret until like hell.. and kokhong was saying 'its or ur own good' lolx.. went to learn how to animate after tat.. was alright.. den we went for dinner..
was deciding what to have.. gelare nooch or thai express.. wanted to pamper ourselves.. be the king.. lolx.. walk walk.. and saw kenny roger.. lolx.. and decide to have it.. lolx.. and we didn't regret.. even though the total bill of us 3 add up to 55 bucks.. lolx.. had a 2 person meal wif junkai.. i think its call luchile or wadever.. had half a pork rib.. 1/4 of a chicken.. a potato salad.. cole slaw.. whip potato and cheese macoroni.. hahas.. feel like im two months pregnant after tat.. lolx.. so full.. and our crap started.. lolx.. the 18 dollar shit.. was smell it the whole day.. 18 dollar burp.. the 18 dollar fart and stuff.. laughing my ass off.. lolx..
den now.. im home.. gonna sleep soon.. so tired.. lolx.. ciaos..