Tuesday, March 29, 2005

humour me~

being feeling so restless nowadays.. lesson is killing me wif the extreme boredom..
one thing to look forward to have past... 4 periods of d&t.. was it past le.. yesterday.. doing soldering.. playing wif fire is so cool..
gonna go for sports heat 2morow.. wish me luck.. hahas..
birthday is in 2 days time.. omg~ im gonna be 16.. hee~
pti is on friday.. argh..






u will never know hu is waiting for you..
always..

Sunday, March 27, 2005

what's wrong wif me?

caught the second movie in two days.. woke up early to meet yingting.. she wanted me to helped her chose present for pheng and rakcent.. hahas..
realise i brought only 7 pathetic bucks wif me only.. she was kind today to lend me money.. hahas.. thanks.. den went P.S for movie.. hahas.. son of the mask.. alright ba.. the alvey avery was so cute.. hahas.. so is ortis.. the story is abit of umm.. kua zhang..? i want the mask too~ hahas.. went looking around and end up buying nth.. hahas.. cause i m too tired.. wentt other place and pang seh her and went for soccer at aljunied.. hahas.. sorry sorrry.. oh ya.. she 'clawed me' lolx..
soccer was alright.. wearing junkai's mouldy shoe.. yucks.. my specs is too lose and it keep dropping.. manage to bang in quite a number of goals.. satisfied wif my performance lately.. score sumthing i dun expect i can do.. i actually whack a volley in.. i dun mean any using volley i whip.. like turn the body den my specs drop and jus thump it in.. i didn't even look at the ball.. hahas.. my volley and long shot is improving.. shot getting harder and acurate le.. yeah.. need to focus on outer foot now.. hahas.. but now its time for break for my leg and back.. and focus on syf.. i wonder if i will lose touch on everything i build up.. hais..

thanks yingting for being nice today~
and goodluck to jieyuan and darren on their concert 2morow.. sorry.. cant make it 2morow..



i want you - nth but you

Saturday, March 26, 2005

are you ready kids?

back~ after 1 week absence.. sorry.. too tired to blog everything.. guess jus say the happenings ba..
-had soccer on tues.. sec 4 vs sec 3 normal.. was pretty unhappy wif the arrangements.. i was inform on monday and was tolded a strong squad of team will be playing.. and some ppl wwent to play badminton and basketball.. sec 4 is always liddat.. dun dare to accept challenge.. in the end.. it seems tat is a 4i/4j match.. darren playing for us.. and yy came in later.. dun wanna elaborate.. except tat i was injure by the same person again and again.. and a boy was pestering me the whole match.. scored 2 goals.. and we won 4-2.. hard match wif many gays in the oppnent's squad.. cant tak a knock and a lil shurt tugging.. duh~
-all the lessons are boring and i love the school for loving me.. changing the PTI to one day after my birthday.. hee~
-band was alright.. i realise i got sumthing to improve on.. christine and chenghsiang got into a row wif the percussion boys.. i played nice guy! but the arguement seems fierce.. christine: i know ur stress.. dun brood over their words.. i want play soprano sax.. =(

think tats all ba..
today.. went out early.. met xiangrong at mac.. she wants breakfast and she can actually dunnnoe tat mac breakfast end at 11.. hahas.. i was teasing her the whole day.. with 'bu yao gao zi bi leh' and ' u are so full of character' she was so mad kay..? hahas.. met immpiing at ubi den went aljunied to meet the guys.. mong kok and his bro.. eugene.. jianzheng.. went cine and saw lecia yanting and yanting's sis.. went to buy spongebob's movie tix and brought 13.. crystal and jenny end up not watching and we have 2 spare tix.. argh.. called many ppl.. yanting all these.. and got yingting and joyce to watch for the second time.. hahas.. walk around and waited till 6.15.. hahas.. hilarious show.. i love spongebob.. he is a dumbass.. yy didn't watch the show.. been in the cinema for 15 mins and missing in action for the rest of the show.. the show is nice.. but with stupid ending.. all the characters are dumb.. and dumb is cool.. went waterfront after tat.. played and sang songs.. den have pizza delivery.. yumyum.. den off we go.. was feeling rather normal.. better than previous outing.. but everything is still bottled in dere..

u dun understand.. tat its meant for you

Saturday, March 19, 2005

leave me alone

wake up early to see whether amelia woke up.. tat dumb girl was still sleeping.. i knew she slept late yesterday.. went back to sleep to find out tat i cant.. was thinking bout the msg.. weizhen came over.. and we set off to marina.. it was drizzling when we reached..
the match start.. pheng was on the bench.. junkai was captain for the day.. midfield general.. i play strike.. like no confident.. my mind was thinking bout other thing and warm up strikes went off targets.. opponent was sumone stranger to me.. started off well.. jieyuan scoring a early goal thru a corner.. i was next.. adding a second one wif a clinical strike wif the outer foot.. jus a simple touch.. and tat was the first attempt on goal.. was delighted.. thanks jianzheng for the marvelous thru ball.. they pull one back.. but junkai hit back wif a stunnong goal.. its a beauty really.. jus blast it from the outside of the penalty box from a high ball.. cannot describe la.. jus plain beauty.. they pull one back soon..
yuteng and soonming was yellow carded by the $20 referee.. po chien.. i was caution at first.. for scolding him.. i was like feeling so unfair.. ge blown the whistle when i m not offside.. and i am thru on goal with only the keeper in front of me.. and the decision he made was so damn lousy.. i scolded him the second time and got book.. i was subed and i jus flare up and start kicking my boot throwing my shirt and threatening to quit the team.. thinkin back.. i think its really stupid.. my attitude really sux.. got me into trouble wif aihua.. and so many thing.. its jus sumthing i wanted to change but i cant.. sorry guys and everyone..
went back in the second half.. for jianzheng.. they equalise la.. and i was feeling so guilty.. i slide in for a loose ball.. den one guy kick me from behind and another tumble over me.. sandwich la.. the one who tumble over got a concussion i think.. lying on the floor.. shivering very badly.. eyes cannot open.. i feel so bad.. dunnoe y.. even thou we were awarded the foul.. and their captain and jacky got send off.. the captain was kinda nosiy.. but i think he is inspirational.. i dunnoe why i respect him and pheng they all was finding him a eyesore.. he was send off for kicking jianzheng on his back when jianzheng was on the floor.. because jz was speeding mar.. den cannot brake accidentally bang into him and he find tat offending.. soonming jackie and pheng went to punch him.. he was so pathetic kay.. i rush dere and shield him lo.. calling them to back off.. and jacky and him was send off.. liddat lo.. he apologise later.. den playplay lo.. like keep mispassing.. no chance.. den soonming got tis throw in.. i was unmark lars.. and first time shot i lob the ball and it went in.. so spectacular.. wooo~ tot tat was the winning goal.. and final min they score one again.. thanx to the referee.. was a foul and he continue play.. no one was moving.. and the ball went in.. shit sia.. ended wif a draw.. may be a fair result after all..
went out later.. dun wan tok about it.. so boring.. and i look look some kind of idiot wif a tight fit buttoned shirt.. and a retro pants.. argh.. who the hell say we shd wear formal..?

dun understand wad u are thinkin.. the msg make me feel worse.. sumthing may be troubling you.. i can tell.. i noe u are not alright.. even u claim u r.. u dun wan say suan le.. u may feel better tis way.. i dunnoe wad i shd say now.. lets take time to cool down.. i jus wan to be the same as before.. im jus a asshole so pay no mind.. dun wan disturb u from now on..


u r tat important

Friday, March 18, 2005

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

in a lousy mood right.. things haven been going fine for the past two days.. plain shit.. jus oNe word ' sucks big time'

went school for band early in the morning.. its weizhen's birthday and i feel so ashame for not preparing a present for my good buddy.. oh ya~ thanx to some peeps.. aniway.. band was alright.. mr foo is in good mood.. went for maths soon and it was alright wif pizza delivey.. went back band and hav sectionals.. was teaching jianzheng how to play.. i mus say its hard ba.. he nneds to noe when to be serious and when to relax.. have full band.. and sumthing happen tat makes the whole band feel kinda piss off..?
oue ex-ex-band major came back after a long time absence.. conducting the band wif wrong tempo and as wad i m told refuse to change.. so i have no comments on tat.. at least he can stand up and conduct.. a lecture to the whole band is worse enuff.. and we comittee have to be detain to listen to his stuffs.. which last for one whole hour.. and we dun even noe what he's driving at.. ask us for our opinion when we are already condemn by all his words.. tokin bout the past.. and tokin bout his stuff- tat he dun need respect.. alright den.. i kept quiet.. i m in no state to shut him up aniway.. a treasurer can say wad..?
and yaya~ to u( not the one i mention about above) i noe u may think our attitude sux lars.. u r so good kay..?


2day jus seems another crap day.. went for d&t first.. done some work.. band was aright.. wif chenghsiang takin the sectional.. im really kinda ashame of my section.. playing a fool and giving lame excuses to avoid playing.. learn sumthing today.. think i played badly 2day.. too tired le.. my back is still hurting.. have drill and got dismiss.. wemt to canteen for weizhen's 1 day late cake.. have soccer after tat.. deciding where to go and everyone was like doing their own stuff.. have a feeling its will end like yesterday.. went market.. have drink and decided to go window shopping.. long time later.. decided to go mrt to decide where to go.. reach mrt.. no ppl and some reasons.. i dun feel like going.. my bro also.. wads the point for celebration when there is no ppl and i shant say.. so my bro wan go home.. weizhen follow him and i go too..
to you: think u will be mad at me ba.. but i think its right and i deserve it ba.. sorry for going back and everything.. call me a spoiler.. there are sumthing u will never understand..

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

wo hao lei~

havent been bloggin for the past few days.. was kinda tired after the day's activity.. been waking up early and returning home late.. argh..
yesterday went school for d&t.. do a little bit things.. den force to go poa by christine.. den went band prepare.. christine was angry.. i understand her.. i will be offended if i was her.. den do all the things set off to macpherson.. the bus was fun.. wif the mic for tour guide.. den reach dere.. sectionals awhile.. was kinda useless thou.. like no help.. den have break and combine sectionals.. play awhile in tat crampy area.. den went hall le.. manjusri combine wif geylang meth.. singapore rhapsody.. alright ba i suppose.. the conductor look so cartoon.. den gan eng seng combine wif macpherson.. alright too.. den fuchun i think.. their band is small.. but their sound is nice.. and they play persis..! quite good i mus say.. den all school play their choice piece lo.. we were 3rd.. we played quite well according to some of the seniors.. but i think we can still improve alot.. word hard time is here le.. den went back le lo.. reach school.. tok tk.. den go le..

today.. wake up early again.. wen for d&t.. finish the support.. in a lonG time.. slow sia.. but friday can solder le.. yes! den drag myself t maths.. do sec 1 work sia.. lolx.. den dododo.. go le lo.. 4j all chinese ppl under ng imei were detain by miss ong.. they didn't pass up their work.. den miss ong like so fierce.. slammed the door.. cool~ me and junkai was so bored till we gave names to all the koi in the schools.. got tom.dick.harry and all the characters in lord of the ring.. lolx.. damn lame lo.. den decide to go without them.. go buy weizhen's present.. met darren.. den yy at orchard.. wanted to change his style of dressing.. so look around.. saw this really nice blazer wif one shirt on the inside plus a jeans at the otherside.. oMg~.. i ask for the price of the whole set and got shock.. 272! oMg~ i like it alot.. and i think suits weizhen..( more like i m interested) i wan i wan.. lolx.. den look around int he end didn't buy.. no cash and cannot make up the idea.. lolx.. buying tomorrow.. hee~ went to cut hair at aljunied.. first time i didn't grumble.. was alright ba.. my mom didn't say anithing too.. hahas.. went to junkai house's gym.. was so cool.. playin wif the treadmill and the apparatus.. i m going to get fitter.. lolx.. den went sauna.. lolx.. hot and stuffy.. but its so fun in dere.. lookin at guilong's long dick.. lolx.. den went eat le.. hahas.. went home wof weihwang.. tats all.. 2morow got band..

my back is killing me.. muscle like so sore.. plsplsplsplspls.. i need a massager or a professional physician.. its damn pain..!


i will take it slow

Monday, March 14, 2005

hitch me~

wake up at 8.. be yingting's alarm clock.. and tat konglong told me after tat she ignored me and woke up at 8.45.. i shant be a nice guy next time.. met her and went to mac to meet the guys.. pheng gib and mong pOn pOa.. den eat eat.. planned to go late.. but the coin want us go early.. bo bian go lors.. reach dere only us.. aihua mus be so gan dong.. lolx.. but the lesson is so damn boring.. and i was busying smsing and drawing.. lolx..
went to look for jianzheng wif weizhen.. so sorry to make him wait.. den go cityhall look for darren and yuetyong.. saw linjie.. hahas.. she getting prettier liaos.. lolx.. dun say too much.. later she yaya.. lolx.. went peninsula plaza look for pheng and his group.. hell load of ppl.. look around.. siahmong buy shoes.. argh.. i found out i got so many thing wanna buy.. update my wishlist soon.. wan the f50 blue and white one.. i also like te pulse all grey.. argh..
went orchard to look for xiangrong and immping.. den jianzheng keep pester us watch movie.. all give him same ans.. no money or u treat lo.. and tat dumbdumb really treat us.. and brought us drinks.. was kinda paiseh la.. make him spend.. will pay him back.. mr nice guy sia.. watch hitch.. hee~ nice show.. was rather amuse by the story and scripts.. good show..
tats all.. and i brought the overdue presents le.. hee~
another long day for me 2morow.. need reach school at 8.30.. and im looking forward to the exchange!

i m trying hard not to care.. but i cant..

Sunday, March 13, 2005

alone.isolated.emptiness.devastated

back home at around 3 in the morning yesterday.. totally tired out.. not a fun day thou..
weizhen come my house at around close to 2.. suppose to go le.. amelia called and asked me wan meet not.. lolx.. agreed lors.. met her and huixian.. off to ulu pandan.. watch sSingapore winds symphonic band perfrom.. school's activities.. met stefanie at aljunied den reached bouna vista 10 minutes early..
not many ppl dere.. all juniors.. hanged around dere until all came.. den set off le.. reached dere.. do head count den sitted le.. sat beside amelia.. toktoktok.. den concert started.. first song 4get the name.. lolx.. alright la.. second was in the winter of 1730.. maha bodhi played better i suppose.. third was my favourite.. fate of the god.. oboe solo is nice.. hahas.. and 4th! last to defend! our choice piece.. and conducted by 'father'simon foo.. lolx.. i dun mean father as in dad.. but the one holding the bible.. lolx.. overall.. i have no comments on tat piece ba.. they have their good points and we have ours.. their tone and blending in is good.. but the atmosphere they give is not tat exciting thou.. dun have the surprises mr foo want.. after tat was apocalyse two.. weird song.. lolx..
after intermission was a hell lot of great piece.. lolx.. saint and the city.. alvamar overture(wow).. flight of valour and grasp! persis..! hahas.. overall is find lars.. i can say.. professional band mars..
went to party after tat.. went cineleisure.. split into 3 groups.. lolx.. i went kobayashi wif the 3 gers.. have chicken terriyaki don.. nice and was so full afer tat.. lolx..
suppose to watch movie.. but all the movies all late shows.. didn't watch lors.. den the gers went to esplanade wif dino.. sexy and lecia.. den we went to archad see see look look awhile.. no place to go.. and they decided to go to the beach to look for xiangrong immping they all.. went dere.. was so bored.. went dere didn't talk.. sit under a tree.. listen mp3.. see them played.. den went home le.. many things dun need say.. see it for urself.. suan le.. they happy can le.. den walk home all the way before catching a cab at ubi.. tats all..
amelia: u r xin fu de lars..

Thursday, March 10, 2005

hsdchocbniaudgvuhauhiurghj~

another long day at school.. and not another better.. nth to look forward to.. holiday coMin aNd i am already in holidays mood.. drats.. wasn't paying attention to all the lesson.. except for physics.. i mean u dare to do sumthing else doing srenni's lesson..? lolx.. today junkai not sitting beside me.. no fats to boogle.. lolx.. yingting is full of bones la.. shake a while will shattered.. =x
reading damien sin's ghost stories the whole day.. totally into it kay.. wahahas.. the story is attractive of course wif many obsence parts.. hu cares aniway?

had band after tat.. alright.. sec 4 went CIP.. depleted band.. but i think we played well 2day.. enjoyed calling kokhong 'autistic'.. hahas.. mr foo is in a rather good mood today.. hahas.. nth to blog about.. i feeling very piss wif some people now.. dun test my tolerate..

getting kinda easily irritated these few days.. thanks to some people.. dun come near me..

i bite~

don't you get me?

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

lost~

argh~ have been home late since the start if the week.. everyday got programme.. hahas.. now feeling so restless.. tired and crampy..

monday
lesson were boring.. nothing to look forward.. stayed back for extra period during physics.. do the pratical.. i am one of the few who finish first.. hahas.. have match after tat.. so dulan wif the sec 3.. bullying sec 2 ppl and disgracing football.. making a fool out of themself in the pitch.. but we manage to reach a resolution.. lolx.. shan't eleborate.. but we wOn.. 4i/4j wOn 4g/4f/4h.. 10-7.. we concede de all is defensive mistakes.. and really piss when they got all the sec 3 in.. and darren was playing for them too.. grrr~ but we also got 'import' talent.. jianzheng.. my good junior.. creating havoc out of the sec 4 players.. lolx.. and scoring 2 goals.. pheng score 3.. and finally.. *drum rolls* i score 5! lolx.. classic man.. i like my 5th one.. header.. lolx.. didn;t get myself injure.. hahas.. miracle.. but i was very tired.. have pe during the morning.. and match after tat..

tuesday
lesson is boring as usual.. lolx.. so tired after mondays' match.. 4j went for the basketball final.. alot ppl went.. our school's boy's and girl's team all reach the final and opponent is also ahs.. lolx.. didn't want to go de.. but fate wan us to go.. lolx.. toss coin wif weizhen.. it wan us to go.. ask rakcent A oR B.. he chose A.. which is to go.. lolx. go lors.. we lost.. but good oNe manjusri.. silver is not bad either... lolx.. went paya lebar after tat wif xr ip and the boys.. was hilarious.. went home after tat and sleep..

today is another typical day.. band.. have sectional.. i was busy polishing my tenor sax.. my arms were so tired.. but my sax is so shining now.. hee~ tats all.. making a joke out of ourselves in the bus.. me pheng and weizhen. yanting was laughing dere at the corner.. lolx.. guess its tat hilarious afterall.. lolx..

Sunday, March 06, 2005

howl's moving castle

yesterday around evening go look for pheng darren jianzheng siahmong.. they wan watch movie.. tell me movie at 7 sumthing.. i rush dere.. left 9.50 de.. argh.. saw alot teachers.. yvonne.tan mr.chan mr.seet jade.leong alot lars.. lolx.. den yuetyong came.. kianloong xiangrong and immping also on the way.. lolx.. the more the merrier.. decided to go and eat first.. kfc! me and yy eating only.. lolx.. jianzheng the so call 'da wei wang' also got eat.. they were disgusting lars.. playing wif lumps od whip potato(as usual) and yoNg played wif his saliva.. gosh! den go see left wad movie.. they wanna watch hitch.. but.. all sold out.. left 11sumthing de.. so we went for howl's moving castle.. which is filing fast.. exactly man.. left first and second row.. we took second row lors.. den wait for 3 and a half hours.. walk around.. go hereen.. i went to buy ring at 77th street.. can turn de.. lolx.. 12bucks.. kinda regret.. wanna save for sumthing else.. nvm..
did i mention jianzheng is so kelian..? poor boy.. getting his little jianzheng and balls whack around 8 times.. lolx.. i hit once.. =) which is the most painful one.. i suppose..
the show start le.. got 2 corner seat.. nobody wan seat.. i took it lors.. jianzheng join me.. den he wan eat popcorn.. become siahmong.. hahas.. same lars.. nice movie with nice animation and storyline.. but the story like so luan.. -y sophie is rapidly changing from young to old..? -is howl a monster or..? wadever lars.. but frankly.. i like the movie alot.. darren they all say is boring.. lolx.. maybe because its in japenese ba.. need to read subtitle.. lolx.. the character are so cute can.. lolx.. calcifer.. markl.. sophie.. heen.. howl.. and the dumb old grandmother.. ya.. and the scarecrow.. lolx.. i got a extract from the song.. 'even though im alone now.. my tomorrow are boundless' lolx.. nice..
den walk home wif pheng xiangrong and immping.. walk all the way near bendemeer.. tiring.. serangoon road are clinging on to us wherever we go.. lolx.. reach home.. watch a while soccer.. go sleep le.. 2day is another boring day i suppose..


i found someone to protect and its you

Saturday, March 05, 2005

down down down

schooldays days still the same.. common test results all sucks.. so far pass chinese only.. chem pass but fail physics.. combine science also fail.. d&t fail too.. hey~ but after my last idea for d&t was turned down.. i come out wif one.. exercise machine.. rakcent kok and cheehiang are making tt too.. but mine is special.. lolx.. leg de.. mr choo finally help me improve on it.. yeah..

band is alright.. we played well yesterday.. provided tat it was after mr foo's lecture.. oh well.. hope can maintain the standard.. next week have the sws thingy.. yeah.. lolx.. can hear them play last to defend.. but according to mr foo.. they sucks.. lolx.. gonna see it for myself.. but they are playing persis..alvamar overture.. saint and the city.. 7th night of july.. wow.. and our pice last.. when they are tired out.. gosh!

went to play soccer yesterday.. jieyuan fall down two time.. ouch! played well against the malays.. first match was scoring two clinical goal.. lolx.. got one malay sibeh xialan.. nb.. he think his skills very good.. den i defend him.. tackle away is ball.. he from behind keep pushing.. den keep keeping my calf.. grrr.. but i do sumthing which iam so pround of.. lolx.. he is quite big size la.. den we chasing for loose ball.. i reach dere first.. he wan to knock me away la.. but i shield.. he fly away sia.. lolx.. den pass to jianzheng at the same time.. lolx.. he score.. weee.. den after is our turn le.. all mjr.. i didn't perform.. too crowded le.. summore.. my ankle kanna kick 3 times.. argh..

den went home.. mum nag again.. think i grounded.. lolx.. sad lars..

btw.. sorry yingting..

i very tired!! my back is so pain.. my knee getting worse too.. argh.. mus ren.. next week still got two match.. 4i4j de and yucks de.. dunnoe can stand not.. better not injure.. syf comin soon..


hui dao guo qu..?

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

celebration for liberation

weeee~ dumb common test is official over.. we had our last paper 2day.. POA.. darn.. nvm.. im expecting to fail aniway.. didn't even hav a glance at any poa related materials.. wahahas.. 1 hour long paper i took 20 mins to finish! i m a true genius..! was guessing wad to chose for mcq and giving stupid reason such as ' because a fixed asset is not a current asset' lolx.. hu can think of tat..? wahahas.. she woke me up when i lay my head on the table and about to step into dreamland.. i give her a sheepish look den drop back again.. hahas.. she lost of words..
got back chem and eng paper.. lolx.. i fail eng by half mark.. argh.. but pass my chem.. jus scrap thru.. 50 thanx to half mark from miss tay..! i pass..! lolx.. so happy.. den she keep toking bout o'level and 5b.. lolx..
4got to congratulate those hu done well for their o'level and dun give up to those hu didn't perform to expectation.. try harder again..!
weihwang tat idert got 26 and he is so happy.. -.-" aniway.. congrats brudder.. congrats to linjie too..
2day chinese was so hilarious.. hahas.. cant stand tat chan's comparison.. idert.. was joking around wif those disgusting char bo behind.. (joyce konglong maggie and szekeng) i was so pathetic at the corner.. and there they were toking bout periods and stuffs.. i knew their dates of 'arrival' wahahas.. next time can call junkai to shout for pads for them.. when i voice out my presense.. they start to dare me over waving pads and stuffs.. lolx.. and tat disgusting tak-ko saur actually took one pad out place it on my lap.. argh.. and i throw back.. den throw to rakcent.. lolx.. den they started their theory on pads.. the measurements and why this y tat.. argh.. cant stand them.. was so paiseh..
den after school go tampines basar malam.. lolx.. wif mong junkai and pheng.. brought a jersey each.. fabrics was quite good.. but i reach home i regret.. i buy too big a size.. sucks sia.. never check.. xl man.. the sleeve until below elbow.. but i like.. holland away kit! pheng brought ac milan de and mong real madrid.. went home.. had abalone and chicken porridge.. yumyum!
gtg! bye~