bothered~
woke up early today.. at 6.30a.m drag myself out of bed.. for school.. if u think im so hardworking.. hahas.. actually is for the aske of my stomach.. going to have my cant miss de breakfast at mac.. wif kok junkai and yingting~ lolx.. wake tat dumb ger up.. den met her le lo.. she was complaining bout us going for breakfast so early.. lolx.. den reached le ate hotcakes~ yumyum!!!
den go maths le.. no mood do.. slack around for 1 hour or so.. played basketball wif my class de boys.. lolx.. chose a lousy squad..? but we were dominating when the game start.. i miss alot of chances.. u cant believe it.. it's ALOT!!! i sucks lar.. all hit the inside rim and bounce out.. kaos.. but i did hit yingting's head before the match.. was so hilarious lo.. straight to her head sia!
went home after tat.. going buy present.. (not yours,yingting!)
met xiangrong after tat.. together wif weizhen junkai kokhong siahmong and pheng.. walked around.. buy wad they wan.. den ate at kobayashi.. went movie after tat.. pheng and kok left.. watch xxx2.. nice movie.. very cool de show. cant miss dude.. ice cube is so sat lo.. kaos.. and all the cars and gadgets.. wOw.. !
den went home wif xiangrong.. dere's a problem between we both.. or rather is only her..giving me attitude.. lalala~
and this is especially for tan xiangrong.. u say im bias right..? never write touching de things for u.. jus because jenny got one extra line.. come here's ten line for u..
u.. have been a very good friend since i noe u.. always giving me attitude and sumtimes althou can tok quite to each other well.. u are someone i can trust and always disturb me during band.. keepin me out of boredom..( irritate me to be true =x) dun noe still got wat.. but u assistant band major.. mus work hard and do ur job well.. listen to wad i tell u.. dun give me jiao bin everytime i saw u.. lolx..no more le.. happy..?
i cant see anithing from ur eyes
maybe u treat me the same way u treat anyone
im jus the no different from anyone
if you didn't know tat
you are irreplacable
because
i love you
i have step down~
2day marks the end of my band journey in manjusri.. althou im still proud to be a member.. or rather.. ex-member.. but the feeling is undescribable.. i hate it.. i cant bear to leave.. i wan to continue to perform for band.. in fact.. im numb by the fact tat i couldn't represent manjusri band again.. at least there's still alumni band on the way..
even thou i entered band late during my sec 2 end days.. the bond i have create wif the band is truely tat of a family.. i cant leave without band.. everywhere i go.. theres always band peeps.. i enjoyed my time dere.. i swear.. i found my batch of brudders and friends i can trust.. many things.. all the memories.. from montage.. masterclass.. muscical moments.. school anniversary.. syf 2oo5.. all the scoldings and joy we been thru.. the proudest moment of my life.. is always with band..
band.. giving me the experience to be a leader.. matured me in one or other way.. increase my social life.. groom me into a musician.. at least i noe.. im not alone.. everyone around me is growing thru.. i have never regretted skipping to band from ncc.. and i stand by my choice..
2day.. the passing out parade took place.. all the sec 4.. leaving their uniform groups.. fresh hands taking the post.. 2 years in band.. the happiest day of my life.. and also the saddest day.. the parade was feel with emotion from the start.. watching chengfu being the flag bearer.. i remember.. obe year back.. tat was me.. hahas.. memories tat is.. den the principal making the speech.. encouraging us.. wad she says make sense.. 'if you cant be the sun.. be the star' 'if you cant be the tree.. be a bush.. or a patch of grass' i realise nth is more important den being oneself.. giving the best in wadever u are given.. the valediction followed after tat.. touched by christine words.. she spoke wad the band feel.. and followed by the certificate presentation.. '1st sergeant goh koon ann' wow.. tat moment truely rocks.. i passed out wif great honour.. even thou its nth big.. i cant ask for anthing better! and the tribute follows.. and blahblahblah.. many events.. and the song singing.. 'thats what friends are for' its the climax.. tats where all the emotions came out.. i think madam ernie is the one who started crying.. den alot cry le.. amelia fall and sprain her ankle.. and she was also crying.. from pain and emotions lars.. took pictures.. many peeps were crying.. jenny crystal immping xiangrong pheng huixian amelia alotalot.. cant remember.. from dere.. i realise how unbreakable our spirits are.. it's far too strong.. photos taking.. i wasn't crying.. tat doesn't make me a emotionless guy! and i really am sad! !
went to band room after tat.. some were still crying.. all the sore eyes..! hahas..den mark and christine deliver their last words as major.. committee were announce.. congrats to joycelyn cheng fu for the two major post and xiangrong and clifford as assistant major.. bring the band to greatest height! u all have the ability.. believe and urself..
and im proud to pass my job to crystal and yunxi junior! hahas.. its not a easy job and i believe u two can do well.. hahas.. and really surprise at the new commitee.. wif lu song as the new sectional leaders.. work hard dude.. den followed by the announcement of madam ernie leaving..
really sad.. even thou i used to hate her when i first came in.. my opinion of her improved greatly these few mths.. she have been doing the works she ought to do.. althou she loves to give me a trashing.. i knew its for my own goos.. she taught me discipline.. and she too was sad to leave band.. i can tell.. lolx.. we love u madam ernie!
now.. i have step down.. i think i really gonna miss it damn much.. hais..
thanks my saxophone section for being such a wonderful section one could ask for.. jianzheng yucong and lu song.. without u these mischievous brats.. im gonna die of boredom! thanks yunxi lynette yanyi joanna xue yen for making it a more lovable section..!
and also crystal jenny xiangrong immping for playing wif me thruout.. especially jenny wif ur jiao bin..
amelia huixian and stefanie for the jokes and craps..
junkai kokhong weizhen kianloong jianzheng yucong gibson siahmong weisong eugene for completing my life.. i love u guys.. tk care amelia~
one band one sound! continue to strive hard..! nd cheerup up to those who were crying.. its not tat we are dead.. we will certainly come back.. =)i just want to hug you right dere
damn~
it have been a tiring day for me.. i walk wif difficulties around.. will pulled the thighs muscle wif only a knock or a twist.. the pain is unbearable.. but bo bian.. yesterday yucks got trash 6-0 by ming fei's team.. i dunnoe wad to say.. defensive errors for all goals.. i dun blame kok hong.. he is getting the match experience he deserve.. athou really very shaky.. its still a wise choice.. weisong dun play up to my expectations.. but i think he can do better.. today have practical.. sucks big time.. i was really tricked by the ques.. damn.. shan't tok bout it.. locked up at the PAC.. damn boring.. and we have to go for english remedial after tat.. damn.. i was so pissed.. have a post pop rehearsal and photo taking.. the photo taking was fun.. really love to wear the band full u.. heehee~ the rehearsal was crap.. sumone tot he was so big dere.. nvm.. den went ps wif immping jenny yuetying gibson kokhong darren siah mong junkai.. feel so left out.. =x they were tokin their sec 1 days and i am the only one from 1f 2G.. so sad.. den ate kfc.. alright day bah.. my thighs hurts.. i wanted to be the one always by ur side
something just seems to be in between
i cannot care
and you cant accept
dun give me hope when i dont stand a chance
silver~ is tat good enuff?
the journey for me in mjrband is gonna end in another 1 week 6 days.. i hate tis feeling.. i cant wait to step down before the syf.. believing its a relief.. but now i wish i never have o'level.. never gonna step down.. tis is a strong feeling of attachment for me.. the bond wif the band is so strong.. i treat it like a family.. i met great friends.. my brudders.. even found my aspiration for soccer dere.. now im certify a ex-member.. im still part of the family.. i cant play.. i can guide them to glory.. im gonna miss it..
ytd was the syf.. the day we have been waiting for.. 1 whole year of playing.. scoldings.. punishment.. disapointment and joy we have endure and go thru together.. for this 10 mins of performance.. it proves everything.. we are shure of what we want.. we are are there.. gold is for us.. its up to nobody but us to decide.. a scolding before the big day destroy everything.. members lost faith.. momemtum broke.. i really hate mr foo for doing this.. but i dun blame him.. its 1 day away.. and he cant get tis right.. i noe his fustration.. he stomped off after screaming at us.. focus. faith
back to topic~ the big day morning.. in the dark.. we made our way to school.. mr foo got his round of screaming and disapointment we gave him again.. its really demoralising overshadowing all the encouragment from the ex-members.. set off soon.. in the tuning room.. everything went fine.. mr foo praise us.. but the moment we are in the auditorium.. we played our band room standard.. the starting was good.. but everything slowly crumble.. i realise all my mistakes.. its really hard to play out a note in this atmosphere... my button got jammed! the clarinets didn't played out loud.. it just dun sound like us.. the best us.. i tried to focus.. got back my momentum.. its too late.. i only played well inlast to defend.. singapore rhapsody sux.. nevertheless.. we end the performance wif great applause and glory.. im pround im to be in the band uniform at tat moment.. waited for the results in anxiety.. mr foo said we could only get a silver maximum.. dishearted.. i want gold.. i believe we can do it.. even after listening to other band.. we are clearly better den them.. and simply jus lose out in choice piece.. anyway.. when the result came out.. first band already got gold.. im feeling so cold.. cant wait for us.. holding on my hands tightly.. band number 123
manjusri secondary school
silver
no shouting.. nothing.. jus applause.. its not a bad thing.. but all the members know this is just not enuff.. even thou im proud tat we maintain the standard and uphold the school's name.. nth to describe it.. 'so near yet so far' .. aniway.. the band were really quite stunned wif the result.. many were saying.. silver is great.. you have done ur best.. i have nothing to say.. its the same results too years ago.. but not tat excitement and atmosphere.. its not the same animore..
aniway.. everything is over.. cant cry over spilled milk.. im feeling wasted now.. to the next batch.. go out and prove who we really are..!
after the 3 years in band.. i know i have matured.. we build a reputation for the band.. even thou we this bunch of delinquet almost destroy it.. i like to thanks the members.. ex-members.. mr foo and teachers in charge for making all the wonderful memories.. for making me a leader.. im proud to be the treasurer.. i really m.. and i hope i have achieve wad is expected of me.. i cant ask for more as i went in later den the others.. and hope i have serve the band wif full commitment..
and last of all.. my tenor saxophone! hu have been wif me for thee entire 3 years.. now i gonna hand it over to the next person.. i wish i could buy it away..
and my beloved saxophone section.. tk care and all the best..
silver!
went out after tat to sorta celebrate.. lolx.. went p.s wif xiangrong immping crystal jenny yuetyong pheng gibson and jianloong.. wanted to watch movie.. but im broke and xr dun wan.. went cafe gelare instead for ice cream.. i brought a banana split.. and was feeling so uncomfortable.. my troat haven recover.. hahas~ den craze around go home le. so tired sleep le..
amelia: there's me always kay~
xiangrong: get well sooon
dont u care?
sick~
early departed yesterday.. wasn't feeling well.. blocked nose and very sore troat.. went for doctor and he only give me mc for yesterday.. 2day woke up having fever.. didn't go school.. went to the clinic and wanted to get my mc extended.. wth.. he say mus check again.. and he say no fever.. of course la.. eat the medicine he perscribe mar.. den give me one day mc lo.. and cost me 10 bucks.. argh.. later maybe going back mjrband..cannot afford to miss the practice.. 3 more days! jiayou! you are getting harder to understand
-wads wrong?
phew~
heya~ dudes and babes.. im back~ same thing.. not gonna tok bout school days.. simply no mood.. wahahas.. hmm.. band have taken up most of my times this week.. wif the syf 6 days to go! oMg~ fast..! tues.. went to move the percussion instrument.. hahas.. wasn't doing anithing cept tat a carry the chime wif the other hunks.. hahas.. spent most of my time running for my life... lolx.. slap weizhen.. and he was chasing me like mad.. i manage to hide from him for bout half and hour..? lolx.. hide in the libary wif the girls heping me.. played dodgeball wif te smiley bouncing ball.. so hilarious and fun..! we invented so many new games wif tat lil ball.. and i was the 'lao da' as i caught tat ball.. yeah..wed.. the assembly performance..! which totally screwed up..! percussion and guilong.. being the biggest culprits.. cop standard.. oMg~ mr foo seems angry.. we lack concentration.. but i mus say.. not from looking at friend or wadever.. i seriously think tat we lose to ourself.. jus like wad mr foo said.. we are being to nervous.. no confident.. dun ever out words into our mouth or perhaps.. our mentality.. its not as if we commited any sins lo.. yes.. a disaster it may be.. but this is a huge learning point.. its better tat we played tat mistake in assembly den at syf.. alright.. back to update...thurs.. band was not tat bad.. expected a trashing.. but mr foo seems cheery.. played well.. and cant really remember.. fri.. band again.. we played well also.. with many praise from mr foo.. he commented tat we have a good sound.. better than last year and we should really perform to our best.. and added tat we can even get a gold if we continue to played like wad we played in the band room.. positive.. strive harder everyone.. dun let our efforts go to waste.. its a pity not to achieve everything wif such a strong spirit and sound we built.. a rare chance.. 6 more days.. to the big day.. one performance to prove everything.. i really hope to spent my last year wif mjrband wif good memories.. even thou they provided me wif everything one could ask for.. with great friends. where i found my dream.. soccer.. many many things.. grateful and i hope i can really do my part for the band.. to shine our name wif the top schools.. work hard everyone! jiayOu~ one more things to comment.. pls stop complaining will ya~ today wake up damn early for the damn road run.. was feeling rather lazy and tot tat i couldn't run fast.. my knee is aching and my back is still giving me problems.. wasn't in tat mood to run.. our event started.. jus run la.. as usual.. was in the front pack.. overtaking ppl one by one.. halfway thru.. only left a few.. i was like 7 or 8 places la.. feel like stopping.. told myself tat the finishing point is near.. and dingyuan is in sight.. mus hold on.. mt legs wasn't aching.. but my arms were! keep swinging it.. den overtake ppl again.. to 4th.. zhiwei in front of me.. continue o run.. ad finally saw the finishing point.. argh.. and i got 4th!.. so pround of myself.. but i dunnoe my timing.. sadded.. legs completely turned numb.. sat on the floor for a good long 10 mins wif yao ming fanning me.. thanks dude.. i pulled the muscle below the calf.. so pain.. went to tampines for mac after tat.. lolx.. wif xiangrong jenny crystal yinping.. gibson weizhen kokhong junkai siahmong eugene and pheng.. eat so full and played wif ballons.. crystal and jenny went to change after tat.. for movie.. and gib went home.. went to the parkabove the building.. its so fun.. wif structure for making one giddy.. lolx.. was turning around around a millions times.. lolx.. so fun and xiangrong was screaming like mad when i turned her.. and we watch the eye 10.. -.-" which idert's idea was tat to watch it.. i was the only one not willing to watch.. but agree so as not to disappoint the majority.. is not i scare.. is i dislike.. i hate the idea for paying 8.50 to scare the daylights out of urself.. hahas.. the show was alright.. xiangrong screaming the loudest.. me and mong keep hiding outr faces behing our fingers.. and saying ' not again' when sumthing bad gonna happen.. lolx.. and laugh out loud when its funny.. i scream 2 times.. really shock me lo.. so paiseh.. den went home le.. jus came back from the dinner at grandma's hse.. her birthday.. lolx.. off i go.. tatat~ i wanna protect u - y cant i?
life of being 16~
hmm~ im here to update.. hahas.. cannot really remember wad happen lars.. lolx.. here i go~
wed 30/3last day of being 15.. hahas.. hmm.. rather eventful.. lesson were so boring wif physics and chem.. can leave early during cv for sports heat.. lolx.. suddenly dun feel like runnong.. think tat will lose.. but drag my body dere.. saw jianzheng and yucong.. talk wif them and wait or my event.. 100m first.. was so stunned when i saw those normal tech boys.. like so tall and have long legs.. didn't bother much.. start le.. was lagging at second.. my accelerating is bad.. and couldn't believe it when samuel was first.. he was so fat lo~ chase lo.. and shorten the distance.. got second.. qualified for final.. yeppie.. den 200m.. same ppl.. same senario.. took the last lane.. was left behind by the runners.. hahas.. and only gave chase after 100m..speed to second or third.. cannot see.. lolx.. qualified too.. but dun think can run fast during actual day.. hahas.. all strong ppl.. den go back band wif the two china boys.. they left after tat.. den go market eat.. go home tat time.. when alight bus realise i dropped my wallet.. damn.. so scared u noe.. catch a cab.. and the journey was like so action pack.. i lazy to explain.. but i found my wallet.. only at hougang central.. lolx.. was so stunned after tat.. panting all the way.. and i pulled my thigh muscles.. ouch!
thurs 31/3almost couldn't wake up.. msg was ringing at 12.. and i mistook my alarm for the msg ringtone! hahas.. im 16.. nc-16.. here i come.. weee~
thanks amelia, szekeng, yingting, gibson. yanting, maggie, yuetyong, wendy,yipei, weizhen, xiangrong, darren tan, stella, jieyuan, joyce, weihwang and linjie for the bdae greetings.. not forgetting apple for the mms too~
went school as usual.. lesson was boring as usual.. and receive some present..
thanks to
: xiangrong, gibson, immping and weizhen for the choker.. the one i lost.. hahas..
: amelia, yingting, joyce and huixian for the billabong chain..
: maggie, szekeng, junkai, kokhong, rakcent, chee hiang and siah mong for the billabong bag..
: weihwang for the addidas cap from sri lanka.. which is a fake one..
: stella for the addidas sports bag
: yuetyong, darren, crystal, jenny, jieyuan, junkai and kianloong for the $40 bucks! lolx..
: amelia for the bigbigbigbigbig hug
thanks everyone for making tis a really happy birthday..! u guys completed my life.. i mean it!! lolx.. i was really happy tat day.. thanks alot everyone..! i love u dues and babes~ for tat day~ =x
alright den.. it all ended happily.. when the clock strikes 12.. everything is over again~
today!!!happy birthday rakcent and aprl fool day to all!
its my buddy's birthday.. hahas.. my close buddy.. went to school.. nth to look forward to during lesson.. cv was so irritating.. we change place.. and im so damn pissed off.. i was in the second row thanks to some ppl.. argh..
went to give rakcent a suprise after tat.. we and junkai brought the cake up.. chocolate moose..?
sang the birthday song and aihua went in to disrupt.. tat midget.. he cut the cake and smear the cream on the cake which was so disgusting.. yucks.. we ate it thou.. hahas.. den went to give miss tay the left over.. hahas.. she was toking to me.. she tot i dulan her.. and i told her i dun wan to sit dere.. she agreed after i promise i will do well.. i didn;t noe she really care bout me.. hahas.. need to replan the arrangement again.. and mine is permanent at the bag.. with junkai and yingting to be my 'light'.. hahas.. went on and on..
band was alright.. simon was so mad at the band.. and his word really kill.. not us but rachel the victim.. so poor thing.. he mood swing and went back to normal.. played well.. but i made a lot of mistake.. sad lars.. but my tone i think is sounding better ba..
pti after tat.. my father is really irritating.. tot i could survive wif mr choo in charge.. but my father is doing all the tokin.. argh.. and he was tokin so damn loud bout the negative bout me.. argh.. so paiseh.. shant elaborate..
went home wif gib xiangrong and immping.. tok lo.. like so boring nowadays.. hais.. if only.. if only..
i want to know
