this jetset life is gonna kill you.
Just yesterday, some obnoxious ladies pissed me off badly.
And thanks god, all in a day's period.
early in the morning, while my mind and body isnt functioning as properly as it is suppose to, and feeling so lethargic, this bitch of a lady was paying for some socks, note, its promotional item somemore. And she was like :" why is it that its like all open before one, is there any in proper condition" of course grinning to hide some bu shuang-ness. I was in the counter sorting out some document which have been giving me so many headache. and i look at her and replied " its all there m'am"
Then i just step out of the counter and walk to the pile of stocks waiting for me. my colleague then get her a new proper one. As i was walking past her, she says sarcastically, why is it that she can find it for me? still grouchy from the lake of sleep, i completely ignored her and proceed to my stock, feigning ignorance to her question.
Ah soh, by telling you its all there, im telling you to open your eyes wide wide and take yourself, not dont have leh. i think by not othering to even look at her, it pissed the shit out of her as she stormed out of the store. dumbwit.
And by the way, the other two peabrain appeared in the afternoon and night. Machiam like daily meal like that. 3 times a day. Perk my entire day man.
So the second fucktard was also a auntie. she was acting like some wife of some minister. crossing arms, slanting lips look. her really kateh daughter was trying out some basketball shorts, mens one some more. her arrogant look turn me off, as i didnt bother to approach her. after trying, she wanted a new piece, so i went in and search, and between the search, she request that she want the black one instead of the white. and it took me a longer time to her request. My colleague told me after that that she was grumbling why i was taking such a long time. in the end, i couldnt get her a new one, so she will have to make do with the displap set, for your info, the white piece is completely in good condition, no loose treads, no common stains and stuff. she grumble again saying why no discount, so i told her about the condition, its in perfect condition what.
she replied in some stuck up manner, " of course like that say lah, you are not the one buying the pants what."
and i repeat that its in very PERFECT condition.
and she replied "just the thoughts of people wearing in and out is very sickening right"
HELLO! your daughter are one of those that try this piece also please.
super dulan, i just keep quiet and say ohhh! argueing with another idiot pull down your intelligence what.
i really feel like retorting back, "Mam, so you are trying to tell me you dont wash your pants at all la?"
super dimwit man.
Now, the most atrocious one, that pissed me off so badly.
walking to the bus interchange with my assistant manager, i saw someone familiar, its this girl from secondary school, and she was waving at me, meaning hi la. she was with some not very appealing guy la, some luo zhi xiang or jay wannabe and they happened to be taking the same bus as me. So with no basic question i just casually asked her, eh, you still working here arh? yes, its rather idiotic.
and her reply was in a very duh manner, ar thennn?
i just say okayyy, and turned away.
Please, i abhor girls that put on airs. dont think you look stunning when you're not even closed to it. its like she thinks im flirting her or something. or maybe she wants to be very 'cool' in front of another guy. but i dont wanna give another care.
she's one of those girls that think pussy power is everything, and that man just cant leave without them. trying very hard to play hard to get.
by argueing, i may give that guy some opportunity to be guai lan, or i may look so not gentlemenly. but nothing can describe the struggle to hold myself from landing a tight slap on her cheeks. dont be so firvolous please. i cant stand it.
its uber annoying when you try to initate a conversation and completely got a snub or a very light hearted reply. totally make one look like a fool.
watch your words, watch your mouth.
bitches.
it's an goddamn arm race.
freedom
n-condition of being free; state of not being a prisoner or slave
-right to act, speak, etc as one pleases without interference
-state of being unrestricted in one's actions; liberty
I dont understand why rules are made in the first place, why is there a cap and limit to everything one does. how can one attain total freedom, without having to listen to instruction.
As we goes older? yes, we may be free from the curfew of our parents. free from the education system, legally enable us to purchase cigarettes, alcohols. we can have our first intercourse. for fuck cant this be entitled to us in a young age? With this liberty, we exchanged for another, we have to pay income tax, because government say so, we have to contribute to CPF, becuase government is helping us to save for the future, we must face the unreasonable orders from our superiors at work, bacuase our father dont own the company.
if these are really neccessary, why is it that so many people isn enjoying life like they wanted to? why is it that so many people are trying to break these rules and instill another equally manipulative orders?
running away isnt necessary avoiding the reality.
it puts you in a world of your own, your rules, your life, your everything.
at least we wont be chasing the endless demands and needs, just our own rights.
i think i really need to slow down my pace. stop trying too hard to grow older than what im actually.im just 17 going on 18. its should be the period of life in which im suppose to be bumping my head into new discoveries and lifestyle. where i should actually answer all the question my curiosity led me to. The depressive money making lifestyle shouldnt be one im suppose to be in.
but...
18 doesnt sound young, its like a milestone in life, one step closer to adulthood.
fuck that please.
maybe i should be like all the other guys in the group, get hooked and move on. love seems to be in the air for everyone uh. CATCH ME LEH. IM AVAILABLE. i wont be fussy people. i may consider junkai for the last resort. so people. GRAB ME, IM VERY ELIGIBLE. LOL.
dungball ending. fuck it man.
walking contradiction
is one having too much of character means he is hot-headed and impulsive?
when two ego clash, how do you tell who's right?
its a very disturbing subject when it comes to my temper. and i have explain myself like more than a trillion time.
no one is to be shortchanged is this society.
not you, not me, not anyone.
when it comes to equality among status, its fucking difference from comparing your manhood to mine please.
Even if your mother give birth to 12 babies in one shot, breaking maybe tonnes of whole record, appearing on the cover of every newspaper wholewide. you are still like every plain jane or average joe. this doesnt give you the immunity to be challenged.
just by believing in this, believing that one for one, you take what you gives. im branded someone with a very serious attitude problem. fuck you bitches.
i just cant bring myself to stand there, heads down and listen to some john doe giving me a trashing because we are in a position of customers and retail staff. we are suppose to give in to what our customer demand, for christ sake, tell me by doing this i'll get a pay rise.
when one dont gives another respect, is it worth to show him respect.
someone told me by not showing any respect for that person, it shows that you are as inhuman as him.
walking contradiction?
i dont believe money means status, status means having the right to shortchange people, that a cobbler is not allow to fall in love with a princess, that white people are easier to be taken advantage, that blacks only mix around with the hommies.
i believe that one should stick by one's thinking. just because zoe tay say by swallowing its healthy then i also must swallow. i simply have no regrtes in my action or whatever i do.
its just not easy to be yourself..........
i hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene.
Disenchanted.
i couldnt think of anything better to start the new year with the cliche-ridden style of blogging about my new year resolution. honestly, i couldnt think of any resolution for myself either. out with the 'i-want-to-be-a-better-person' bulls, be practical and straighforward like this,
I, GOH KOON ANN, wants to know more girls in 2007, if you wear skirt, you are very welcome to be my acquaintance. this statement is not liable for any responsibility if you are not very uh, glamorous.
tell me guys, did i voice out that little secrets you been trying so hard to deny?
dont shake your head la.
well, done with the crappy ranting.
2006 wouldnt be occupying too much memory in me. i consider this a wasted year, really wasted, i missed schooling with all the guys, lagged one year and i havent swallowed this bitter fact. irritaing education system, tell me how useful mathematics will be to my future, like very much applicable to daily life.
one year of working and my bank account balance seems like a carbon copy of the sum before i step into the hypocrite dominating society.
just one word to discribe. uneventful.
and ugh to end 2006 off.
friends, what is their worth to everyone of us? friends can be a person one knows and likes, but who is not in a relation or it could be a person being addressed in public. you met someone once but didnt have any conversation, the next time you met him again. you too addressed him as your friend. tell me how deep these word really means.
friends, im happy with my little bunch of trueful friends, who've been sticking up with me. i've lost some.
we've always been asking each other, will we be like this 10 years down the roads? or when our friendship last as long as we want. the question is not about the future, instead just how much will you do to keep it going. i love and appreciate little thoughts and surprise from friends. just a msg makes me feel contended. nothing else plays a figure of paramount importance than them, as cliche as it may sound thou.
i meant what i said if you ever doubt it.
i couldnt think of any more stuff to make it inspiring.
Go people! strive for your own 2007!
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