call to the wild!
being so long ago since i last caught a movie with G rating. haha. well, feel kinda childish today so went to catch 'the wild' with xiangrong. nothing cool showing in cinema now leh, eagerly anticipating mission impossible 3 to launch, and also X-men, poseidon and pirates of the carribean! the show was rather hilarious and irritating, with this toddler screeching everynow and then behind us thus providing sound effect that totally didnt match the atmosphere. to make matter worse, this little brat was like peeking between the gap between our two seats from behind, extending his little arm to touch xiangrong's hair. so disturbing lar. actually, its nothing different from those animal show, the plot is shallow and there seems not to have any climax.
was rather sinful watching movie with her, suppose to study with her, but i wasnt totally in the mood to bring out a book to set my head at it, and that idiot with mid year approaching suggest that we should catch a flick. and yeah, we are guilty. supper at macdonald after that. was so full from my dinner at popeyes lar. stuffing 1 big piece of chicken breast is like eating a 100 drumsticks.
miss out a outing with the guys today again, they met and i wasnt there. sorry guys! and the gathering is like so small, only 4 people, where are the rest!
anyway. nothing much to blog, like getting so bored. fuck, life is so uninteresting now lar. i miss schooldays. =/
AC MILAN ARE NOT IN THE FINAL! ARGH. SCREWED UP CHAMPION LEAGUE SEASON.
vanquished.
just like villarreal, im foiled too. damn lehmann for saving that spot kick, damn juan roman riquelme for shooting that predictable kick. wahlao, arsenal got into the final. NOOOOOOO!
must be jose mari's dive lar, then got karma. damn it damn it damn it.
6 days streak at work ends today. the same old hackneyed ranting again, IM SO TIRED. and to make matter worse. im suffering from insomnia these few days! my eyes couldnt even open le and im still flipping around in bed.
everybody is in school, i miss the guys.
i dont know why and i know i shouldnt, but you kept coming into my mind. i hate it when i thought of you, because i know i cant have you.
i want to understand.
what's left of me.
well, actually, nothing much left. except a few pathtic hundred left in my miserable bank account. im like a man without an identification lor, that day went to POSBank to make a replacement for my atm card, i couldnt apply for a debit card! because i dont have a IC and my passport is expired. tmd. just my luck.
well, i dont want to dwell too much on my misfortune, but i simply couldnt put my mind at rest! that son of a bitch send me a empty envelop. i guess its singapore post's fault ba, must be someone tamper with it or something. guess like its fated to be lost. argh.
so, this weekend have been rather busy, work work and more work 3 more days to make it 6 straight days of work! tiring leh. but i must think of my handphone! more money more money! hahahaa.
i really need something to shock me back to life lar, i cant seems to concentrate on the simplest thing nowadays. i can stare into space while serving a customer and completely ignore his needs. tmd. dont know what my fuck brain is thinking, always bit and pieces of thoughts. i hope i can find someone to talk to now.
im very hungry now, stay off. i may bite.
nothing taste as sweet as what i cant have
lucky day
i am so lucky today that i lost my wallet and handphone. three cheers for carelessness and stupidity. to think that i realise i forget i left my wallet and handphone in the toilet after 30 minutes later made me feel even more retarded.
and thanks a lot to the guy who took it without trying to locate me, and also congratulation to you for the unexpected fortune you encounter (from me) after taking a leak. bless you with mushroom growing all over your genitals and bleed whenever you try to pee. and thats not all, i wished your arse rot so much that you cant sit on the toilet bowl seat and thus making you shit all over the place and you drop your phone onto some pile of shit you pooed.
like so mean hur, is my fault to misplace it what. so no hard feelings, i take back my words. bless him with something kinder, that he got his testicals stuck in his anal.
wahlao, so troublesome now, need to find back all my contacts, make police report, make a new IC and ezlink. and its all about money! *pull hairs* there goes my fream of a new camera. =/ great!
i wanna be the papa, you can be the mom.
grow or change
yesterday, this friend whom i havent been contacting for quite some time approach me in msn. she said that i changed, i do think so, but when i ask how much i did changed, she replied this:
cold, dao, fierce, strays away and oblivious
i cant help but laugh coldly. obviously she dont know me THAT well. well, she's a good friend of mine in secondary two days. and to be exact we were rather close. my secondary 2 class then thinking back was rather childish. they have this stupid thing between the girls where they separate themselves into different groups, going against one another. or what they claim 'backstab'. yeah, i cant believe i was once in that class. after the sec 3 streaming, i was the only person to get into my then 3I class. it was a whole new experience, that when i met my group of buddies now. yeah, i am happy to be with them, to mix with them. they are no goody goody. yes. our results may be poor and we make a hell load of noise wherever we go. but we are never indecent.
then she starts to bring up the whole sec 2 thing, saying i am not the old me, im not that good to her anymore, how she wish she never grew up, what i use to do to hold 2G together. but this aint important anymore, i dont cherish those 'memories'. yes, i still regard her as a friend but who cares about 2g. not me not anyone but her.
i think she have this misconception of me like what every other faggots out there think like. that me being a typical
ah beng. yes, i have long golden hair, i have two piercing on my ear, so what. i dont smoke, i dont gamble, i dont drink(except in the chalet) and i dont go around fucking any prostitute i see in geylang. oh ya, singaporean bengs are just people who walk in a way where they keep brushing their own butt , spit everywhere they go and bunch of losers. im different. =D im not targetting her but those with this misconception of me.
she also added that im not that 'koonanny', eh, anyone understand? tell me how you describe this term leh. tag it in my tag board. =D please.
to you, this post is not to abuse you or what, just to blog out some of my thoughts, no offence in it. but i think i have to say i admire you for holding on to the past, yeah, there were memories, but to me now, the future and what i have now is what i really want to hold on. you dont have to think so much, i know you will. i think why you think this way is because we havent met up for so long. everything's fine. we just have our own way of living our life.
im gonna muster every ounces of confidence i have
cannonball into the water
im gonna muster every ounces of confidence i have
for you i will, for you i will
so lonely inside, so busy out there
seriously, i miss school so much now. at least there is something to do everyday! good for those people whose poly life have started or starting soon. i still have to work my life away. awww.
anyway, for those retaking o'level or taking o'level this year, if you are keen to study together, call me!
well, recently, my manager told me that i know what i am doing but i dont know what i want. then i realise how indecisive i have been all along. Making a decision is never easy for me. my choices are always both to my liking. i hate to take the wrong step and i never like to be rush. but hey, nothing is smooth sailing thou, you just have to make it right. but im too lazy to think all this out la. haha.
anyway. what starts a relationship? is it love and trust or what a friend told me. some brainwash? and the most ridiculous of all 'you didnt message me for so long and i thought you dont like me le, so i am now in a relationship with another guy'
end this entry with this song. which is singing in my head over and over agian.
mary J.blige - be without you
Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't deal nothing overnight, cuz a love like this takes some time
People start off as a phase
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It's so true that (yes)
We've been through it (yes)
We got real shit (yes)
See baby we've been....
Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby
I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But I still wanna ask
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I baby
My love is only your love (yes)
I'll be faithful (yes)I
'm for real (yes)
And with us you'll always know the deal
We've been......
too strong for too long (and i cant be without you baby)
and i'll be staying up till you get home (cuz i cant sleep without you baby)
anyone who's ever loved, ya know just what i feel
too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
call the radio if you just can be without your baby
See this is real talkI'm always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or Wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you're down on love or don't believe
This ain't for you (no, this ain't for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it's true (comeon, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up(hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she's the one (fellas tellyour lady she's the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got your love
look him right in his eyes and tell him
We've been....
too strong for too long (you know i can be without you baby)
and i'll be staying up till you get home(cuz i cant sleep without you baby)
anyone who's ever loved, ya know just what i feel
to hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
call the radio if you just cant be without your baby
